2026-02-08 01:53:00
Véronique recently wrote about Bearblog’s discovery page giving her the ick, and its excellent. It feels competitive, and like some people might be trying to find a formula to get posts to the top of the discover list. It’s really the same small handful of blogs that get to the top of the list, some of which are clearly trying to sell something, like life coaching or some bullshit. There are a handful of people with large followings on here that drive the narrative. As Véronique said, “if you don't like it, don't read it.” True, fair enough, and I don’t because it’s really boring. My issue is that it could be really fun! What if the algorithm weighed average number of votes a blog gets per post, and when a post gets above that, it starts to show up on discovery? Just something to allow smaller blogs to get into the top 20 more often. I’d love it if it actually functioned like a discovery feed, as the name would suggest, as opposed to a list of posts by the top 50 blogs in terms of subscriber count or page views.
On the other hand, who cares? Maybe I just wanted to blog about something that isn’t death related. Anyway, here’s a few recent photos.
2026-02-06 23:45:00
by goodreads' top 100, i'm specifically talking about the top 100 list dictated by user ratings. why it has failed to leave my mind is its fascinating modernity, especially in comparison to other user-rated best of all time lists.
a few months ago, i saw a tweet about how today's readers were "cooked" because moby dick was sitting at an average rating of 3.6 while catching fire was rated a much higher 4.3. someone in the replies went on to complain about the concerning lack of appreciation for classic novels today, moby dick or otherwise, and to look at how ridiculous goodreads' top 100 was as proof for their claim. curious, i examined the list myself and promptly saw that this complaint actually had some backing. on this list is no more than ten books published before the year 2000, with the oldest books having been published sometime in the 1950s. i don't think a lower rating on classic novels is bad on an individual level — but as a general consensus surprised me! it truly made my head spin as i began to ponder the lack of classics on the list.
i mean surely, classics were classics for a reason? the reason being that they were...good?
in a sort of mesmerized daze, i opened up the letterboxd top 250, imdb top 250, rym highest rated, and aoty highest rated just to compare.
i wanted to talk a little bit about letterboxd and imdb first because i feel more familiar with film than i do literature or music. these websites' highest rated movies have substantial overlap, even if their exact rankings are different. both lists feature multiple classics from old hollywood (12 angry men, casablanca), new hollywood (the godfather, apocalypse now), asian directors (akira kurosawa, masaki kobayashi), and european directors (andrei tarkovsky, vittorio de sica), which i consider to be a very healthy variety. these lists did not surprise me one bit because it had all the kinds of movies i expected to find in a top 250 list.
i considered that accessibility played a major role in shaping such a thing, as film is still a very new medium, relatively speaking of course, being a little over one hundred years old — whereas literature is so old we have no small amount of penguin classics that were published in the 1400s. i assumed it is probably far easier for the modern 2020s human to sit back and enjoy a movie from the 1940s than it might be to read something from medieval times.
even so, there are still plenty of modern classics published from the 1900s onwards that are nowhere to be found. something like to kill a mockingbird or 1984. i figured that if i am able to understand the english used in an early 20th century movie, i should have no trouble reading a novel of the same time period, difference in spoken and written word considered. to really test this, i picked up the 1938 novel rebecca and have found myself understanding its prose without issue. i know this is just one book, so maybe a reader who has read other novels from this time period would like to inform me if other books might be a bit harder to parse. i think the only popular classic i've read was crime and punishment, which to be honest, was not that hard to understand either.
additionally, i thought it was interesting that a few of the films listed are based on classic books. dune is an example, but one i considered to be more interesting is tolstoy's war and peace. somehow, a four-part film series that totals 413 minutes (a movie i think would not be very accessible for general, not just modern audiences) has landed itself at 82nd place with a score of 4.4 on letterboxd while its book counterpart is missing roughly 0.3 points before qualifying for top 100 status on goodreads.
as for rym and aoty: they are quite similar to their film counterparts the way they too have a significant overlap between artists. i'm aware that both websites are primarily used to rate modern music (is there a music website having fan wars over beethoven?) so "classics" in this sense would likely refer to something like the beatles, who to literally no one's surprise, has abbey road on both lists of highest rated albums. i hope you'll agree with me, but because different music genres emerged at different times the exact years an artist would be considered a "classic" varies. bearing that in mind, i'd consider both wu-tang clan (formed in the 1990s) and john coltrane (active 1960s) classics for their respective genres. and yes, both of these artists are on the two lists of highest rated albums.
again, i figured that because both websites focus on modern music, listening to a 1960s album is about as easy as watching a 1960s film. which is to say, very.
so, coming back to goodreads, i really hope you don't think i'm crazy over being perplexed by the lack of classics. i don't want to come off as elitist or anything, but i'm not a hundred percent sure i can get behind literal harry potter fanfiction being in 62nd place over the count of monte cristo. i know the hurdle for getting into classic literature can be quite a high one (why, i myself failed to finish pride and prejudice in my teen years) but is this a hurdle nobody is trying to jump over anymore? are majority of the ratings on classics from kids who were annoyed they had to read the book for school? are the users holding classics to a higher standard and being more critical because they are classics? are the users judging classics using contemporary standards? i don't know. i feel like you could apply these thoughts to other art mediums but those user-rated lists still turned out very different.
of course, i could also just be deeply misunderstanding why the goodreads top 100 list would look like that. if you have any thoughts about it, please write me. i feel like i'm being haunted.
2026-02-06 23:23:00
I'm a pastor in Louisiana, and like most people in ministry, I've tried just about every Bible app out there. They all start the same way: you open the app to read a passage, and before you get to a single verse you're greeted by a carousel of reading plans, a social feed, devotional pop-ups, and enough graphics to make your phone feel like a magazine rack.
I didn't want any of that. I just wanted to open an app, read Scripture, and go about my day.
So I built one.
Axiom Bible is a free Bible reader for iOS that's built around one idea: simplicity. No social media integrations. No curated content feeds. No accounts to create. No ads. No tracking. Just the Bible, a few tools that actually help you study it, and a clean interface that stays out of your way.
Seven translations. Axiom Bible ships with seven public-domain and openly-licensed translations (with more on the way): KJV, ASV, BBE, BSB, Darby, WEB, and YLT. Switch between them instantly while reading or searching, no downloads, no waiting. All the text lives on your device from the moment you install the app.
Search that actually works. Type a reference like "John 3:16" or "II Corinthians 3" and go straight there. Or type a keyword and get results across the entire Bible with your search term highlighted and bolded so you can scan quickly. You can also filter results by Old or New Testament, or search only within your saved favorites.
Matthew Henry's Concise Commentary. This is one of my favorite features. Tap-and-hold on any verse and you can pull up the corresponding entry from Matthew Henry's Concise Commentary, a trusted, public-domain resource that pastors and students have relied on for centuries. Nearly 4,000 commentary entries are bundled right into the app.
Historical Context powered by Apple Intelligence. For passages where you want more background, such as who wrote this, when, why, and to whom, Axiom Bible can generate historical context right on your device using Apple Intelligence. It runs entirely on-device, so nothing leaves your phone. You can adjust the length and tone (casual, pastoral, scholarly, or professional) depending on whether you're doing quick devotional reading or deeper study.
Favorites that sync. Swipe right on any verse to save it. Save single verses, ranges, or whole chapters. Your favorites sync across all your Apple devices through iCloud, and they're even indexed in Spotlight search so you can find them from your home screen.
Siri and Widgets. Ask Siri to look up a verse or open your favorites. Add a Scripture of the Day widget to your home screen. Use Shortcuts to build your own automations. The app plugs into the parts of iOS that make your phone actually useful.
Multi-select for study. When you're working through a passage, tap the select button to choose multiple verses at once, then copy, share, or favorite them all together. It's a small thing, but it makes a real difference when you're preparing a sermon or pulling together references.
No accounts. No social feeds. No reading plan guilt. No ads. No tracking.
The app is designed for people who already know what they want to read. It respects your time and your attention.
Axiom Bible is free to use, including all versions of the Bible, Matthew Henry's Concise Commentary, and Historical Context. There's an optional "Axiom Supporter" subscription that unlocks a few extras such as custom app icons, full customization of the Historical Context feature, and a way to support ongoing development. Everything core to reading and studying Scripture is free.
Axiom Bible is available on the App Store for iPhone. If you've been looking for a Bible app that just lets you read, I'd love for you to give it a try.
2026-02-06 23:01:26
There's something cozy about playing a video game offline.
Try it. Turn off WiFi in the house or go into offline mode and boot up your favorite game. Get comfy with your favorite beverage and snack.
If the game works in offline mode, you're in for a real treat. You'll notice:
The mere fact that the game runs offline means it's built to last. If it can boot up without internet, you can be confident it will boot up 10 years from now.
It's feels simple. Back to basics. Pure. Boot up the game and play. No updates needed before it can run and the only thing getting in the way of you and your game is a loading screen.
Immerse yourself like you used to back in the day. Just enjoy the artistry on display. Avoid looking up reviews, hints, and guides. Get lost and try to figure things out. Ask yourself how you feel about the experience. Make up your own mind. Don't try to optimize the experience based on someone else's suggestions.
Just play. Play the way you want to play.
2026-02-06 22:34:00
My therapist recently told me, "You can't know why people like you," and it was one of those rare lightbulb moments. I wanted to talk about some of the thoughts it brought up, in case other people have had similar experiences to me.
I often speculate on why people don't like me, which as you might imagine is a big source of my social anxiety, but for many years I've been pretty sure of the reasons people do like me: I don't start fights, I do what I'm told. That last bit was just blown out of the water.
Maybe it's why many of my teachers liked me, maybe it's even why some of my shittier friends in the past liked me, but if I think at all about those I'm closest with right now, it's not true. I have no idea why they like me. They just do.
Let me put it this way. If I were to describe why I love my partner, I will say something similar to pretty much anyone else who tries to do the same. She's funny, she's adorable, and I feel at home around her. And yet, she's not interchangeable with anyone else who might be described that way. The qualities that I truly love about her escape definition. The same goes for friendships.
I had the realization that I tended to assume that most people approached me, socially, as if I were a dog that needed training. They thanked me, or provided some other positive feedback, in order to reinforce a behavior that I should repeat. They asked me about things that they believed I should be talking about, rather than what they were interested in. They gave me negative feedback like a dirty look or a cold shoulder when they truly wanted to tell me "You shouldn't be acting like that." Never mind if they were having a bad day or I did something I didn't know was triggering to them.
I think this point of view is, at least in part, a product of undiagnosed autism. I probably see social interactions like that because I had to be very active about teaching myself how to fit in. Whenever I interact with people who seem more autistic, I don't feel as oppressed by the need to follow their lead; I can just be myself. I want to start carrying that attitude into interactions with (apparently) allistic people, too.
In other words, not as many people think of me as an unruly animal as I assume. Some people might like me because I do or say things that are a little strange sometimes. And anyway, the qualities that people will end up becoming and staying friends with me for are not ones that can be put into words.
2026-02-06 21:00:00
January was my first month back to writing my blog. As I’ve become more invested in the habit and the online writing community, I started reading articles that offer personal takes on the why and how of writing. I especially enjoyed Ben Kuhn's suggestions and wanted to take some notes for myself as a reminder.
I decided to share them here in case they are useful for anyone else starting out.
What follows is the content of Ben's article; some sentences are rephrased, some are edited, and others are original. For the full version, you can check out the original article on Ben's website.
The strongest reason for any random person to start a blog is that you will have more awesome friendships:
Most other important things in life, like job opportunities and romantic relationships, are downstream of the quality of your friends, so this is pretty great.
From other people’s blogs:
Most people dramatically underestimate the impact that their writing has on others. It’s easy to think that you have to put out really “interesting” writing in order for other people to like it.
Lower your bar for what’s worth writing about: my personal standard is anything that I’ve said more than once in a conversation.
Top suggestions for writing on the internet are: (1) publish consistently and (2) pay attention to feedback.
My ability to write improved the most when I committed to writing every week and, briefly, every day. Blog posts are one of the ultimate examples of searching for outliers and one of the best ways to improve your chances is just to take lots of shots
As mentioned above, an important first step here is to lower your bar for what’s worth writing about.
Start paying attention to topic ideas. These can come from lots of different places:
The most important thing here is to write about whatever you’re most excited to write about (n.b. not what you think you should be most excited to write about, or what you’re most excited to have written about)
I recommend trying to keep your list of topics roughly ranked by how excited you are.
You want two things from your initial set of readers:
A note on draft readers: The main value of draft readers is often getting their overall reaction rather than those detailed improvement suggestions.
A typical blog post for me might be around 1500 words, or about 2.5 hours to write. Multiply by two for outlining and editing, and I could do one post a week with about 45 minutes a day of writing.
Writing takes a lot longer than that if you’re trying to make one particular post very good, but I don’t think that’s the right strategy for someone who's starting out.