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Weeknotes 40

2026-06-14 08:00:00

Happy weeknotes number 40! I thought about doing something special for this, but realized I have too many unfinished projects that I would rather work on instead. Perhaps when I hit 50.

Once again, too much time has passed since the previous entry that I’ve forgotten what’s happened and what I wanted to include.


Plein Airpril

I finished 30/30 days of the plein airpril painting challenge! This was my third year doing it and my first time doing all 30 days in an art challenge.

A grid of 30 digital paintings.

It was a lot of fun! I started off feeling quite rusty, having not painted much since last April (and I wonder why I don’t improve…) but by the end I was feeling much more confident in my abilities.

A few firsts this year: I started using a solid brush in Procreate; I used some movie frames as reference instead of strictly my own photos; I painted a bird.

Some highlights:

Digital painting of drinks and half-eaten dishes on a metal table. There are two cocktails, one with a stick of lychee on top, as well as a glass of water. There are lots of highlights and shine on the various glass and metallic surfaces.
Day 5. This was the longest I spent on a painting (2h40m), and it was challenging because of the glass, which I underestimated lol
Digital painting of a car passenger view of a road, fields, and mountains, all under a blue sky with low, fluffy clouds. The colours are vibrant, and it’s painted with a solid brush without any blending.
Day 9. This was the first time I used a solid brush in Procreate, which I think was a turning point—it was interesting not being able to blend, and I had to think more about my colour picking to provide the right levels of shadow and contrast. In the end, I like how it came out and it's one of my favourites.
Digital painting of a KitKat on my desk. The metallic red foil glints brightly. Next to it is a brown pen, and a random white cable hangs across the frame. The brush strokes are all very blocky.
Day 14. I'm surprised by how much I like this one. I painted it with my mouse, so all the shapes are quite jagged but also interesting. The wrapper's metallic shine is my favourite part. It was scary to pick such a bright red but I think it turned out well.
Digital painting of a sculpture of a boy aiming a slingshot of his own eyeball. The sculpture is of a reflective, mirror-like surface that reflects the surrounding art gallery into distorted shapes. It’s painted in solid, blocky brush strokes.
Day 19. This was the hardest one, which I picked specifically to challenge myself with the reflections. It was so confusing! I had to trust the process and force myself to paint the shapes I saw, rather than trying to paint what I thought, say, a window would look like. It was fun to paint the five different places where I'm reflected in this—the blobs of my outfit and skintone are consistent, so you can still pick them out even as the shapes are distorted.

In retrospect, I wish I adhered less to colour accuracy—my favourites are the ones where the colours are bright and saturated. Perhaps it’s not realistic in a photo, but as a painting I like it a great deal more.

Next year, I think I’ll take it easy on how many days I participate in. Towards the end, I started to feel quite tired; as a result, I think my last week of paintings were the least interesting. The consistency was great though—I haven’t drawn much since then, and I really need to get back to it.

These are all collected in my sketchbook collection; most have some notes attached and time spent; Procreate paintings include a timelapse.

Reading

  • I finally read 17776 by Jon Bois, which was just an incredible reading experience.
  • I’ve been in a sort of Weird House Fiction zone, which began with House of Leaves earlier this year but has now continued to Uketsu’s Strange Houses and Strange Buildings, the House Murder Series by Yukito Ayatsuji, and Piranesi by Susanna Clarke.

Music

I saw The Last Dinner Party live and they were incredible!! My favourites were Big Dog and This is the Killer Speaking, but really, it was all fantastic.

A distant, poor quality concert photo of a five-piece band on stage against a vivid red and purple backdrop.
apologies for bad photo

Games

Destiny 2

Destiny 2, a game that consumed a not-insignificant amount of my time and energy over the past five years, announced that it is ending its live service updates. Maybe at some point in the future I’ll write a five thousand word blog post about it.

In their own words:

“This week in Destiny, we launched Monument of Triumph, our last live service update for the best game ever made, aka Destiny 2.”

They’re right. It’s the best.

Marathon

I’m playing Marathon again, mostly very badly, but I’m trying to get over my gear fear.

Movies

I haven’t been watching much lately, much less anything new. Highlights include Tekkonkinkreet (beautiful; also great score!) and rewatching Hackers (HACK THE PLANET!!!); today I’m going to see Disclosure Day.

Other

I’m looking forward to: Hadestown proshot in July (“looking forward to” is an understatement); Fields of Mistria in August; CONTROL Resonant in September (also: this song is a banger); and of course, spending time with Destiny 2.

Cat

Also, I adopted a cat. Her name is Sophie. She is the cutest cat in the world.

Sophie, a tabby cat, peeks out from behind my computer monitor, staring off into the distance. My desk is otherwise crowded with pens, my PC, and laptop.
Sophie lounging in her cat tree, with one front paw stretched out to bop my ereader that I'm holding out, where I'm reading 'The Secret History'.
My desk at night, where Sophie sits on a cushion on the side. Everything is mostly in shadow, lit only by a warm lamp; Sophie forms a loaf shape.

There are probably links and other things I could include, but I’ve forgotten them all and I don’t feel like going through the bookmarks archive to find them.

Weeknotes 39

2026-04-18 08:00:00

These days, I am preoccupied with: 1) painting every day for plein airpril; 2) uh, that’s kind of it, actually, I thought there would be more to this list.


PleinAirpril

This is my third year of participating in PleinAirpril! It’s an art challenge to paint every day of the month. Despite the name, I am not actually painting en plein air but rather from photo reference, and am using this opportunity to focus on environments.

Digital painting of a car passenger view of a road, fields, and mountains, all under a blue sky with low, fluffy clouds. The colours are vibrant, and it’s painted with a solid brush without any blending.
Day 9

My goal this year is to paint 30/30 days. A 15 minute painting is better than nothing! I post all these in the sketchbook section of my website. Ideally, I would have an RSS feed for art, but alas. I’ll get around to it at some point.


Media

Reading

I am lately reading some Japanese mysteries—the last three books I read were Strange Pictures, The Man Who Died Seven Times, and The Decagon House Murders. I have no brain for solving them, so I’m always in suspense. I need to read some more Agatha Christie.

Watching

The most recent:

  • Pacific Rim, in theatres! It is a certified banger and the theme song rules so hard.
  • The Lord of the Rings trilogy (theatrical cut) — so many iconic lines and memes, very fun to revisit as an adult.
  • Project Hail Mary is a solid fun space movie! I’ve been listening to the track Time Go Fishing on repeat since, as well as Sign of the Times.
  • Hoppers is delightful and unhinged.

I’m not watching any TV, though my pile of recommendations continues to grow as I continue ignoring it.

Playing

Turns out, not much! I haven’t been playing Marathon because it’s way too intense for me to simply hop in and out of it, though I have a little bit of FOMO because the endgame stuff seems cool.

I did boot up Hades II earlier though, because they just released a patch with new content, so I am back on the Icarus romance grind!!!


Artemis II

WOW, what an incredible thing to witness!!! Space is so cool. I love the moon.

Digital painting of the recent NASA photo of Earth, half visible through the window of the Orion spacecraft during the Artemis II mission. The interior is dark; the Earth shines brightly.
Day 6
Digital painting of the Artemis II splashdown, where the spacecraft has landed in the ocean and its three parachutes are beginning to deflate. It’s very roughly painted.
Day 11

Nice

A tree full of fluffy pink flowers on an overcast day.
nice

Stationery

I lied in the intro. I am also preoccupied with thinking about cute stickers and stationery every single minute of the day, etc. etc.


Next weeknote is the #40. Da big 4-0. I should do something for it.

also i was procrastinating on today’s painting by writing this post, but now i’m done and have to paint. agh

The Bay Area, in photos

2026-03-29 08:00:00

I visited the San Francisco Bay Area twice last year, and meant to write about my trips but never got around to it. I figure I’ll never write that post at this point, but I still would like to share the photos I took, so here they are.

Caltrain

The front of the train, which is a double-decker commuter train.
train! train! train!

Stanford University

I took the Caltrain to Palo Alto station, which sits at the edge of campus; I then took a shuttle bus that dropped me off near the visitor centre.

I can see how visiting a beautiful university campus would make you want to enroll there. California in January is pretty unbelievable. This was like a good summer day in Vancouver.

A long, covered walkway. The arches cast long, dramatic shadows along the path.
i was like wow… such pretty arches…
Looking down another covered walkway, where a biker rides through, framed by the round arch.

these covered walkways were really nice!

apparently this is called an “arcade”

i should learn some basic architecture…??

The loggia viewed from outside.
well, technically the arches are the arcade; the walkway itself is a “loggia
The Hoover Tower, which features a rounded top and arched windows.
A large archway outside, framed by greenery and palm trees.
so many palm trees…
The top of a building. The arch and pointed roof have intricate sculpted borders.

Rodin Sculpture Garden

A sculpture of a door, framed by statues of Adam and Eve. The door itself is carved with figures from Dante's Inferno.
The Gates of Hell
A sculpture, mostly shadowed, against a cloudy blue sky. The figure stands contrapposto with one arm reaching up.
Messy digital painting of a black sculpted figure standing atop a tall pillar on grass. Tall bushes line the background under a bright cloudy blue sky.
this sculpture was the subject of one of my pleinairpril paintings that year! (drawn from photo ref)

Cantor Arts Center

Can’t believe there’s a contemporary art museum on campus. I had to speedrun this.

The ionic columns of the museum entrance.

ok these are [checks notes] ionic columns right??

i tried to read more about the types of columns and what orders are but then got confused…

wikipedia: “an order in architecture is a certain assemblage of parts subject to uniform established proportions, regulated by the office that each part has to perform”

Two sculpted hands made of brass, set on a large black disc.
Tuan Andrew Nguyen, Nothing Is Ever Lost, Nothing Ever Gained, 2022. Brass from artillery shells, mounted on black stainless steel.
A large sculpture of a horse made out of driftwood.
horsey in da lobby…

Arizona Garden

I walked over to the cactus garden, which was full of cacti. How nice!

A garden full of a variety of cacti.
Cactus garden at a different angle, with a bunch of tall, cylindrical, and pointy cacti.
ooo pointy

Redwood City

I took the train up to Redwood City to meet a friend. We hung out at a very cute cafe and doodled.

A yellow house with a colourful sign labeling it ‘The Yard.’
Interior room, lined with windows. On the table is my coffee and half-eaten pastry.

San Francisco, aka, “the city”

On my first trip, I only spent a day in the city itself, since I was staying farther out in the Bay Area.

The billboards of San Francisco are pretty bleak, I have to say

A billboard on the side of the highway that says “SF is so back”, in quotation marks. It points to the website inference.ai.
is it tho

I dunno man. What is this. What are we doing here.

Legion of Honor

Apparently Legion of Honor is one half of the Fine Arts Museums of San Francisco—the other is the de Young Museum in Golden Gate Park, which I visited on my second trip.

A distant view of the Golden Gate bridge.
The Golden Gate Bridge was just barely visible from the parking lot.
A Rodin sculpture in the outdoor plaza of a museum, which is a big fancy looking building lined with tall columns, like in the style of the Pantheon.

this architectural style is called “beaux-arts”

i’m learning so much while writing this blog post lol

Me standing in front of some ionic columns, tossing my hair in a very casual, candid way.
[glinda voice] toss toss
Me taking a mirror selfie with my camera inside a room at the museum.

SF Museum of Modern Art

After the Legion of Honor, we went to the SF MOMA. I didn’t take many pictures, but I really enjoyed it. It was bigger than I expected and we had to rush through the last couple of floors.

The highlight was the exhibition of Amy Sherald’s paintings:

Amy Sherald: American Sublime invites you to breathe. Come and be taken in by the colors, shapes, and forms painted by one of America’s defining contemporary portraitists.

This exhibition presents nearly 50 of Amy Sherald’s luminous paintings, including her iconic portraits of Michelle Obama and Breonna Taylor, poetic early works, and new works on view for the first time.

Sherald’s artworks convey the quiet power in everyday people and invite viewers to participate in a more complex debate about accepted notions of American identity.

SF MOMA

Two people in sailor hats share a kiss against a blue background. One wears a striped shirt and yellow pants, the other a white shirt and jeans.
For Love, and for Country (2022)
A portrait of Michelle Obama seated, resting her chin on her hand. She is wearing a long, geometric-patterned dress that features bold black, white, red, pink and yellow shapes, including stripes, triangles, and circles. The dress covers much of the lower half of the image. The background is a soft, solid light blue and her hair is styled in loose waves. Her expression is calm yet contemplative.
Michelle LaVaughn Robinson Obama (2018)

I also really enjoyed the installation The Visitors by Ragnar Kjartansson, where we sat for a little while and enjoyed the music and calm atmosphere. Here’s a YouTube video of it—really such a lovely experience.

“In this mesmerizing hour-long work projected across nine screens, viewers are transported once again to the serene setting of Rokeby in upstate New York as the Icelandic artist and his musician friends perform together in various rooms of this historic mansion.”

SF MOMA

The exhibit entrance, featuring a photo of a cellist which covers the wall.
Inside the exhibit, where people are lying on the floor listening to music. The musicians are projected on screens all around the room.
City view from the museum upper floor. One of the buildings is black and stands out in the skyline.

view from the balcony.

monolith…

Los Gatos, aka, Netflix

My friend gave me a tour of the Netflix office, which was cool. I’d never been to a big tech office before, and I’ve only ever worked at smaller, scrappier companies. Everything is so fancy?

A meeting room with art of Alien vs Predator on the glass.
apparently all the meeting rooms are named after movies/shows
A Stranger Things set with the letters on string lights on the wall.
stwanger things

Golden Gate Park

Here’s the start of trip #2 in October!

de Young Museum

Of course, I loved the Art of Manga exhibit.

“Manga — Japanese comics and graphic novels — have become a global phenomenon. Featuring rarely presented original drawings by major artists, this exhibition showcases the world of manga from the 1970s to today. The exhibition explores manga as a powerful medium for visual storytelling, highlighting themes across genres, from friendship to sexuality to the human condition. Looking closely at each artist’s narrative worlds and creative processes, the exhibition also spotlights manga’s cultural impact today and possibilities for the future.”

de young

There were so many different works and artists exhibited that I had never seen before. Examining all their different art styles up close was such a treat.

Corner with a large drawing of Inuyasha on the wall, and smaller frames of various manga pages.
inuyasha…
Closeup of a Inuyasha page. The edge of Kagome's hair has been corrected with whiteout.

it was really cool to see the original manga pages, with the inking and screentones

ooo visible whiteout fixes!

A large painting of a character from Jojo.
i’ve only ever seen one season of jojo’s bizarre adventure (stone ocean) but the art is so striking
A series of Jojo paintings.
such style!!!
A wall covered with pages from One Piece.
there was a room for the printing process of One Piece, and the walls were just covered all over with thousands of pages

Concert

The other main attraction at Golden Gate Park that day was attending the Khalid concert (feat. Lauv + flowerovlove). It started at 3pm, ended around 6, and we were sitting on the grass the entire time, which is the ideal concert experience for me since I am old and decrepit and hate crowds.

A bunch of trees in the park on a bright sunny day.
walked to the concert from the museum and saw some cool trees on the way. good park.
Distant view of the concert stage as Khalid performs, across a crowd of people tsanding on the grass, and closer to me, people sitting. It's bright and sunny.

Golden Gate Bridge

The Golden Gate bridge, at the most boring angle.
obligatory bridge photo. i dunno. we have bridge at home.
Me posing in front of the bridge.
well, when at bridge, i guess…

Palace of Fine Arts

A cool structure north of the city. Apparently it was built for the 1915 Panama–Pacific International Exposition, but then completely rebuilt from 1964 to 1974.

Closeup of a corner of the structure, which features intricate columns.
hey look, more beaux-arts architecture!
People standing around the structure, which casts strong shadows. The tall columns are several stories high.

and THESE are corinthian columns

u can tell (apparently) by how Very Fancy they are

not me tho i looked at a website that says they are corinthian

The rounded ceiling, with more fancy sculptures.

the rotunda. or, “da rotunda,” if you will, sorry

The tops of more fancy corinthian columns. These ones are capped with boxes that have sculpted figures on each vertical edge.

Other city things

I spent a day walking around the city, which including memorable sights like a Salesforce conference (lol), AI ads (ew), and the Oakland Bay Bridge (nice).

View of the Oakland Bay Bridge and the water.
me when i see water: ooh water
A pigeon on the railing by the water, with more birds in the background. The bridge stretches into the distance in the background.
ooh bird
The cityscape, with the shiny, phallic shape of the Salesforce tower standing out against the sky.
ew salesforce

not pictured: the ferry building, which was pretty cute. I went to Blue Bottle Coffee for the first time.

Food

Lastly: food!!! My friend had excellent recommendations and I ate a lot of delicious food.

Two burgers and fries drenched in what appears to be cheese and sauce.
first meal: in-n-out. can’t say i recommend the animal-style fries, but when in california
Big spicy noodle soup bowl.
bún bò huế in san jose
Me going 'tada!' at some tacos.
tacos!!
The ordering counter, which is full of other foods, snacks, and knick-knacks to buy. A menu with a bunch of bánh mì variants hang on the wall.
bánh mì
Table with seafood stew, salad, and fries.
cioppino, which apparently originates in sf
Holding a single burger.
in-n-out round 2 (4 of us shared this 1 burger because we were full from cioppino but still wanted in-n-out experience lol)
Holding a giant burrito.
giant burrito
A Burmese tea leaf salad.
tea leaf salad
A bowl of chicken porridge, salmon on rice, some katsu sandwiches, and a macha roll cake.
i still think about this okayu
A box of six small, fancy looking dishes.
nice
A bowl of mentaiko udon, which is topped with seaweed strips, some greens, and a ball of mentaiko.
i’m always ordering mentaiko udon
A vermicelli bowl.
bún thịt nướng

Conclusion

The highlights—aside from, of course, hanging with friends—were the museums, the Caltrain, and the weather. I also liked the beaux-arts architecture. I’m really glad I visited again in October and caught the Art of Manga exhibition.

Endnotes

  • Eventually, I will get around to writing my other photo/travel blog posts (XOXO Fest 2024 in Portland, and my two NYC trips in 2025) lol. I do have a few NYC photos in a previous weeknotes post.
  • One day I will perfect my mentaiko/masago udon recipe…
  • As of writing, CSS position-anchor is almost baseline, so it’s too early to use it but I’m very excited. In the meanwhile, everything here is positioned with some gruesome CSS, which I do not recommend. There are most definitely better ways I could have gone about this.

Design & content credits

  • Alt text for Amy Sherald’s works taken from the Whitney Museum (where, coincidentally, I saw this exhibition again a few months later)
  • My dubious architectural knowledge comes from the great and noble source of Wikipedia. If I got something wrong—uh, sorry, feel free to message me about it
  • Body font: Fraunces by Undercase
  • Handwriting font: Poppy Fineliner by TYPEHEIST
  • Drop shadows generated with the Shadow Palette Generator, and gradients with the Gradient Generator, both by Josh W. Comeau

Photo info

  • Camera: Fujifilm X-T20 with 27mm f/2.8 lens
  • Film recipes by Herzawg
  • Phone pics taken with an iPhone 13 mini; the edited ones were done with VSCO.

Weeknotes 38

2026-03-22 08:00:00

I was thinking the other week about how I should write weeknotes more often. Last year I wrote fewer, after getting tired of them and finding fulfillment elsewhere; now I’ve come back round to it. It may do me some good again to document such things. I suppose this cycle is natural.

Projects

I remain scatterbrained and useless, which manifests in working on many different things and completing none of them. We’ll get there!

December Adventure in March

Eli brought this back for a week this month, and I embarked upon it quite excited before getting crushed by the mundane realities of the work week: I got busy, was tired, spent time doing other things, etc. etc. I ended up documenting two days of progress on my homepage update.

Cropped screenshot showing images that link to various pages on my site, set on top of a busy, floral repeating pattern, like a wallpaper.
yay maximalism

SF post

This continues to trudge along.

Blog post excerpt where I’ve briefly complained about AI-themed billboards in San Francisco. Next to the text is a photo, styled like a polaroid taped to the page, and next to that is an aside, rotated 90 degrees, like I wrote the note in the margins of a book.
mm yes, making impractical layouts…

Books

I’ve been reading(/listening) to books much more than usual this year, which is exciting not just because of Number Of Books Read Go Up but also because of the fun of the written word.

Most recently I’ve finished:

  • Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen — I’m the last person in the world to read this and learn that yeah, Jane Austen is as funny as they say. I listened to the audiobook, which is delightfully narrated, but I want to go back and read through the book myself so I can slow down and enjoy her writing.
  • House of Leaves by Zampanò, with notes by Johnny Truant — my notes on this forthcoming, once I sort through all my sticky tabs…
  • 2120 by George Wylesol — a weird comic slash choose your own adventure book slash game, which I wrote more about here
  • Pattern Design by Lewis F. Day — an old book, read via internet archive, which is what spurred me on my aforementioned homepage update

I continue to fall behind on The Count of Monte Cristo, but at least I’m making progress on other things in the meanwhile.

Games

I’m playing Marathon! I am, uh, quite bad at it. But it’s okay! It’s fine! It’s fine when I lose all my stuff! I’m not sad…

Art

I am also drawing Marathon. The shell designs are cool.

Ink sketches of the six shells in Marathon (excluding Rook)

Photos

I visited the local botanical garden this weekend!

Two Canada geese standing on the grass next to a pond, only a few feet away from me.
these two were just chilling right next to the path where we entered
A few cherry blossoms on a branch; most other buds haven't bloomed.
it was still a bit too early for cherry blossoms to be blooming
A rhododendron tree, where the overall shape is triangular, and the flowers are evenly distributed across the entire tree in an almost unnatural way.
a weirdly…even? rhododendron. it looks almost unnatural
The large pink petals of a magnolia tree, and the pink flowers of a rhododendron against a cloudy blue sky.
magnolia tree in the back (these have huge pink petals); rhododendron in foreground
Closeup of a cluster of pink rhododendron flowers atop large, oval leaves.
rhododendron

Weeknotes 37

2026-02-23 08:00:00

if the layout is messed up in your rss reader, apologies, I did some gruesome CSS stuff—I recommend reading it in your browser.

What is this? you ask. Well, it’s a tale as old as time. I had a vision, and then it was Sunday night and I hadn’t achieved it. As I result, I present you this: something that might be interesting, if I spent a few more days on it. As it is, I feel my interest flagging enough that I am yeeting it out the door prematurely. Let’s pretend it’s experimental.

Fascinating life updates

  • I switched code editors to Sublime Text, from VS Code.
  • I also changed my editor font to Maple Mono, which is very pleasing.
  • I had a nice long weekend the other week in good company eating, watching movies, and sleeping.

Works in progress

Also filed under: stuff I posted about and then never finished, much like this post design.

Blog post

Tentatively for: my San Francisco trip, though began as a weeknotes mockup. I just wanted to do something stationery-inspired.

Mockup of a blog post about San Francisco photos. The header features a very faint grid pattern background, like graph paper. The nav menu is in a cute handwritten font, and the body text is in a rounded serif. There’s text in a box styled like a sticky note on the side.
Photo and caption.The caption is styled as three short comments: “these covered walkways were really nice!”;  “covered walkway” is underlined, and an arrow points to the next comment, “apparently this is called an arcade”; the third smallest comment says “I should learn some basic architecture?”
what if i styled my captions in really elaborate, individual ways that absolutely do not scale

Font

I will finish this this year or die trying

Screenshot of my handwriting of the alphabet, numbers, and symbols, with different variants for many of them, as a draft for my handwriting font.

Works completed

I did finish one thing I’m proud of: this year’s Hourly Comic Day features every hour I was awake. Usually I get tired by the evening and stop, but I managed to get through it all this year!

Comic about my day. 8am: I wake suddenly before my alarm, like a genius morning person, and send cute cat videos while in bed. 9am: at my desk, writing my blog post, quite unsuccessfully. 10am: writing sucks, I should switch to drawing for something easier. However: IT’S NOT. I am in despair.

Read the whole thing here.

Works (minor)

I’ve been making smaller tweaks on my site, like, which include adding a reading tile to my homepage, now that I’m actually reading more, and adding a list view to my watchlist and games list.

Recent media

Movies

I’ve been rewatching a lot of movies lately, instead of watching new things, which is just another item in my long list of suboptimal life decisions. Why am I not maximizing every precious day I have by experiencing new things to become a more worldly, enlightened person?

Anyway, notably, I rewatched Moulin Rouge! and Romeo + Juliet, both in theatres, which is a great way to experience them. The music! The fast cutting!

Ink bust sketches of Satine from Moulin Rouge.

Reading

Against all odds (the odds being that I usually like to waste away instead of reading), I am also reading more.

  • The Count of Monte Cristo continues. It’s very amusing.
  • I’ve started House of Leaves, which is unnerving and weird (complimentary). Normally I would be zooming through a book like this to Find Out What Happens, but I’m reading it as part of a book club (population: 2), which invites me to slow down and examine the structure more closely than I otherwise would have. This is a very good book for examining structure.
  • I also started listening to the Pride and Prejudice audiobook. I’ve seen the movie but have never read the book.

Games

I’m still not gaming these days, but this week I’ll be trying Marathon during its free play period (server slam) before official launch (and welcome to the jam).

Okay, that’s it

Thanks for reading~ ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ

  • if there are any bugs—sorry
  • there was going to be more to this, but i’m out of time
  • heading font: monument extended by pangram pangram
  • reply on mastodon

I want to go on vacation

2026-02-09 08:00:00

Don’t tell my boss, but I am thinking about vacation. I am thinking about spending creative energy making something that will not convert or have any business value whatsoever. I am thinking about running off into the metaphorical field of flowers and playing with toys.

The standard disclaimer: the job is fine. I think labouring for a company just becomes intolerable, no matter the company, after a period of time. Sometimes that time is very short, when the job is bad; in this case, it is probably a normal amount of time. This is perhaps the kind of thing a good reset can fix—like going on vacation, or doing something that doesn’t have to do with computers, or hitting my head against the wall—but we just had December. Isn’t it too soon to abscond.

I shan’t get into the worldly horrors that kind of make everything seem meaningless. I keep thinking that what will fix me is a cat, which I can pick up or even just look at every day, which will reaffirm that not everything sucks and is terrible and actually, I am being melodramatic. What’s job fatigue to a cat.


Some things I enjoyed recently:

  • Rewatched Moulin Rouge!, in theatres this time. I think my type of movie is maximalist. There is absolutely nothing chill about it. I’m rewatching Romeo + Juliet in theatres soon too.
  • Started reading House of Leaves, and I’m excited for it to get really fucking weird.
  • I really like the opening title for No Time to Die.

You know, I really thought this list was going to be longer.


Things I fantasize about doing on vacation, by which I mean staycation:

  • Sleeping for 7+ hours
  • Reading a lot of comics
  • Drawing badly, hopefully in pursuit of drawing better
  • Writing all the blog posts I want to write

Due to these traitorous vacation thoughts that would get me executed by firing squad (just kidding), I have built a very advanced (it is a boolean) new feature, just for this post, that I’m calling “stealth mode”; i.e. this post is suppressed on my website’s blog archive, though the permalink exists, and is mostly going to be read by you RSS sickos (affectionate) who actually subscribe to the blog feed. I hope this list includes absolutely zero of my professional colleagues. If so—sorry. Slack me.


To offset this post’s intense melodrama, may I offer you this: yesterday’s hourly comic day, where I try to be funny instead.