2026-03-08 18:35:39
Casino (stylized as Ca$ino) is the second studio album by American rapper Baby Keem. It was released by PGLang and Columbia Records on February 20, 2026.
这个季度很好了，21，Baby Keem都有new albums，Drazzy的ICEMAN也在路上了。
重要的是JCole也是不久前dropped。难免会有点对比。
CaSino没有the fall off那么宏大，算是比较精巧的 11tracks, 主题也比较丰富，其中几个是有点casino元素的，就像是去游乐场玩，那么多的设施，在每个娱乐设施前面都会触景生情，有思考感悟写下来，然后还有特征性的元素，比如游戏机的声音等等。虽然没有“人生大片”，CaSino是精彩刺激的短片
话题也比较多 有关于母亲那段的对话，sad，包括家庭创伤 成长环境 炫富/赌场意象
Let all the water fall over my lazing
Never gets a drop on me
Endure all of the revelry, you gotta come
Dramatic girl (Dramatic girl)
The world is vast (The world is vast)
Unapologetic (Unapologetic)
I wish you well (I wish you well)
Take off the mask (Take off the mask)
And your disguise (And your disguise)
I see your lies (I see your lies)
A problem girl (A problem girl)
My day was low (Day was low)
Her family knows (Her family knows)
She has her vices, who am I to judge?
She's tucked away (She's tucked away)
Somewhere remote (Somewhere remote)
I've been enlightened (I've been enlightened)
The sweetest girl
There's more than one way you should love me, uh
I need you findin' that explosion (Explosion)
We drew blood in the ocean (Ocean)
I've been hidin' in the open (Open)
There's more than one way you should love me, uh
I need you findin' that emotion (Emotion)
We drew blood in the ocean (Ocean)
I've been hidin' in the open (Open)
Is it that deep?
Swimmin' in the water, know it's six feet deep
Can you show me more love? We'll see (More love)
Can you show me more love? We'll see
We'll see, yeah, is it that deep?
Swimmin' in the water like it's 3D
Can you show me more love? We'll see
Can you show me more love? We'll see
There's more than one way you should love me (There's more, there's more, there's more)
I need you findin' that explosion (Explosion, uh)
We drew blood in the ocean (Ocean)
I've been hidin' in the open (Open)
There's more than one way you should love me (You should love, love, love)
I need you findin' that emotion (Emotion; Aha, ah-ah)
We drew blood in the ocean (Ocean; In the o-oh-oh)
I've been hidin' in the open (Open; Aha, ah-ah)
You been on my mind for so long
I keep writin' love songs, I keep singin' love songs (Ooh-hoo)
I know we haven't spoke in so long, I've been writin' love songs
I've been singin' love songs (Ooh-hoo)
There's more than one way you should love me (You should love, love, love)
I need you findin' that explosion (Explosion; Aha, ah-ah)
We drew blood in the ocean (Ocean; In the o-oh-oh)
I've been hidin' in the open (Open; Ah-ha, ah, ah)
There's more than one way you should love me (Love, love, love)
I need you findin' that emotion (Emotion; Aha, ah-ah)
We drew blood in the ocean (Ocean; In the o-oh-oh)
I've been hidin' in the open (Open; Aha, ah-ah)
Girl-girl-girl-girl-girl
Dance-dance-dance-dance-dance
In essence, Deresiewicz posits that an "interesting" person is one who is not just technically proficient or highly accomplished, but one who is self-governed, capable of deep thought, and has a rich, independent inner life.
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2026-02-20 12:00:00
The Fall-Off is Inevitable
周五中午后Jm结束，安静、反思、感恩的心境，把手机断网调成勿扰，Apple Music 点开 The Fall-Off，从头放到尾。双手抱肘，找出对应的lyrics，网页applemusic同步播放。很多时候阅读或者观看（电影、纪录片、比赛直播……），你的重视程度直接影响沉浸体验，从而直接影响你真正吸收内化多少内容、质量，有点像那句 Oh, I love, love has been called a losin' game
But the more that I love, the more I gain 越投入、越爱、越沉浸，反而收获越多。“掉落与重生”叙事，和精神节奏对齐。
标星的7首 7/24 是：
The Fall-Off is Inevitable
Quik Stop
Only You
Life Sentence
39 Intro
WHO TF IZ U
and the whole world is the Ville
intro ： 阳光 家乡 谈笑风生挺好的 然后最后突然急促的枪声 一下喘不上气
这次国区过申挺快的 利索且完整上线 大概率是因为歌词还没online 所以都上来 有些curse words还没有处理
She Got The Type Of Thang You Can’t Even Find No More
They Play The Type Of Games I Don’t Be Around No More
%#Chorus 部分应该弄些孩子齐唱
[Chorus]
Ooh, Will We Survive The Let Out? Will We Survive The Let Out?
Will We Survive The Let Out? Will We Survive The Let Out?
Oh, Will We Survive The Let Out? Will We Survive The Let Out?
Will We Survive The Let Out? Will We Survive The Let Out?
Only You 和 Life Sentence 放一起听，爱情与忠诚。Life Sentence 是“判了自己终身刑，但甘愿”，Only You 。欠你耐心、欠你花、欠你一起看烂片、欠你时间。
Quik Stop 是Cole 在加油站被陌生人拦住，那人说从小听他的歌长大，兄弟被杀了，是 Cole 的歌陪他熬过来的。生活重复到麻木——做 beat、抽一口、刷手机、追人、睡醒、再来一遍。但这一切不是白干的。
39 Intro 其实就是一段话，39岁了，回家，盘点这一路。上面也没什么了不起的。整张专辑都在说一句话：The fall-off is inevitable。掉下来不是失败，是自然规律。关键是掉下来的时候，带了什么回去。
WHO TF IZ U 只一句“WHO TF IZ U”
and the whole world is the Ville 是最后一击。全世界再大，也逃不出内心的那个 Fayetteville。
What If，Cole 用 Biggie 和 2Pac 的视角做跨时空对话：如果没有那些BS，你们会不会还活着？跟 21 Savage 的 I Wish 很像——21 Savage 是对失去的亲人/兄弟穿越时空的倾诉（wish I could go back, wish I could save you）。
Love is a candle wick in rain
After the storm, we're still a flame
Oh, I love, love has been called a losin' game
But the more that I love, the more I gain
Cole 把这张当成自己的 GOAT，它几乎萃取了他到29-39岁为止的所有重要课题：
The fall-off is inevitable。整体上，最喜欢的是Life Sentence.
Life Sentence
lyrics
Realest shit I wrote (Doin' life)
Realest shit I wrote (We doin' life)
Realest shit I wrote
This be the realest shit I wrote
Realest shit I wrote
Realest shit I wrote
Be the realest shit I wrote (Doin' life), yeah
For all my niggas doin' life with they day one
Who held it down when the credit wasn't A1?
You thankin' God, you was lookin' for a great one
He took a rib out your chest and He made one
To be a man and hold it down, take a brave one
When the hoes come around and you crave somethin'
My flow switch, slow the pace, this the Ma$e one
I'm not a player but I'm crushin' like the late Pun
Let's take one, go
The definition of rider
The one by my side when I had not a dollar to my name
Before a crowd would holler for Jermaine, you saw potential
Waitin' on you to hit my line was suspenseful
Back when we was kids, this was simple
Boy likes girl, girl got a man
Boy stays in lane, maybe provides a friend
Knowin' by the end buddy gon' fumble
Was far from the toughest around, buddy gon' rumble
When necessary, when niggas started talkin' reckless
Did he not step to them niggas with chest poked out?
Over you, that 'Ville come out, no doubt
We fell in love, but my dreams you ain't know 'bout
You knew I rap, but, you ain't know 'bout both of my goals
Wanna take over the globe through a mic'
And one day me and you be doin' life
All types of games are being played, how's it goin' down? (Yeah)
It's on 'til it's gone and I gots to know now (Yeah)
Is you with me or what? A nigga really think he in love (Uh-huh)
I put this ring on you forever, what's up?
All types of games are being played, how's it goin' down? (Yeah)
It's on 'til it's gone and I gots to know now (Yeah)
Is you with me or what? A nigga really think he in love (Uh-huh)
I put this ring on you forever, what's up? (We doin' life)
Uh, the puppy love had grown and now it's full blown
Since childhood, I vowed to have a good home
White picket fence with wife cookin'
Yellow rice for a couple kids that's nice lookin'
And I promise to treat her right
Unlike what I had seen in my life as examples, marriages in shambles
And I can tell I found a real one
Smart, loyal, and real pretty, we can build somethin'
But first, I got work to do
So when I'm spendin' nights locked in on that mic', please, don't take it personal
My skills is growin', the flows more versatile
My name's ringin' and on the evenin', I heard the news
I'm gettin' a deal, the first one I called was you
Even though we been off-and-on a few years
And through tears on rainy nights that you would wipe
I always knew that we'd be doin' life
All types of games are being played, how's it goin' down? (Yeah)
It's on 'til it's gone and I gots to know now (Yeah)
Is you with me or what? A nigga really think he in love (Uh-huh)
I put this ring on you forever, what's up?
All types of games are being played, how's it goin' down? (Yeah)
It's on 'til it's gone and I gots to know now (Yeah)
Is you with me or what? A nigga really think he in love (Uh-huh)
I put this ring on you forever, what's up? (We doin' life)
The temptation of other lovers is a hard one
To overcome when you're young and your star's done
A line that women that wouldn't give you time is callin' you fine
Lust creeps all through your mind, I'm tryin' my hardest
To remember why I'm an artist
Is it for bitches and the riches?
You all suspicious, and you should be
I'm doin' dirt, but it's not as much as I could be
That make me feel better
I'm driftin' away slowly, that make you feel bitter
The Devil on my shoulder tellin' me, "Quit her"
Angel on the opposite side sayin, "Stick with her"
God tellin' me pick whichever is in my heart
Looked inside myself to a place beyond thought
And found out who I want to be
Slowly, but surely he cut off his hoes
If you gon' do it, do it right
Put ring on your finger, now, me and you is doin' life
All types of games are being played, how's it goin' down? (Yeah)
It's on 'til it's gone and I gots to know now (Yeah)
Is you with me or what? A nigga really think he in love (Uh-huh)
I put this ring on you forever, what's up?
All types of games are being played, how's it goin' down? (Yeah)
It's on 'til it's gone and I gots to know now (Yeah)
Is you with me or what? A nigga really think he in love (Uh-huh)
I put this ring on you forever, what's up? (We doin' life)
I done wrote a lot of songs, but this is gotta be my realest one
Shoutout to anybody that really know what it's like to do life with somebody
Through the ups, the downs, the goods, the bads, through thick and thin
In a time where they make it so easy to just give up
Know what I mean?
上帝从你胸口抽根肋骨造了她
J. Cole - "Life Sentence" 是2026年2月6日发行的专辑 The Fall-Off（Disc 39 的第5首歌，Track 17）。这首歌风格偏抒情、melodic。主题是献给长期伴侣妻子的“终身监禁”式爱情——不是牢狱，而是一生一世的承诺、忠诚、面对诱惑的挣扎，以及对“她一直hold me down”的感激。
“Life Sentence” 双关：表面像坐牢（doin' life），但其实指婚姻/爱情就是终生判决，甜蜜又沉重。
Cole 以第一人称，像写信给伴侣，回顾从青涩相识 → 成名后的诱惑 → 选择忠诚 → 最终感恩。
歌词很个人化，提到年轻时“星星刚升起”（stars done），外面无数女人主动贴上来，但她才是那个从一开始就支持他的人。
感谢 + 自省 + 承认人性弱点。
"Only You"
成功后fall-off，但家庭是不会掉的锚。
Sunny days, rainy nights, I know
Should be there for me, no matter what
If I miss your call, I'ma call back
Never too far, no, I'm never too far
Wherever you are, that's where I'm at (Show me where you are)
What's the point of bein' rich if I gotta do the dishes?
I give a fuck what niggas think about me
I know they couldn't know a thing about me
And my loyalty, she hold you down
And you gotta move accordingly
I got a good one, she feel like royalty
lyrics
Sunny days, rainy nights, I know
Should be there for me, no matter what
If I miss your call, I'ma call back
Never too far, no, I'm never too far
Wherever you are, that's where I'm at (Show me where you are)
I don't ever want you to regret these moves
Sometimes the win is hidden in the lose
I wish life was longer, like an interlude
I got way more songs I wanna sing with you
I thought I was strong, 'til I saw what you went through
The birth of my sons, and each time, my mind was blown
Yeah, each time, my mind was blown
I owe you patience and a lot of grace
I owe you flowers and a prodigy
I owe you time watching movies that I hate
I owe you chocolates and red velvet cake
Oh, wait, you don't like red velvet no more
Yeah, that's right, out of spite, hoes jealous of yours
Used to write about my life, but I ain't tellin' no more
Stay the fuck up out my business
Drop the triple-double last week at Lifetime Fitness
Bitch, wild shit, broke fingers, wrinkles gettin' soaked
What's the point of bein' rich if I gotta do the dishes?
I give a fuck what niggas think about me
I know they couldn't know a thing about me
And my loyalty, she hold you down
And you gotta move accordingly
I got a good one, she feel like royalty
I don't ever want you to regret these moves
Sometimes the win is hidden in the lose
I wish life was longer, like an interlude
I got way more songs I wanna sing with you
I thought I was strong, 'til I saw what you went through
The birth of my sons, and each time, my mind was blown
Yeah, each time, my mind was blown
Ooh
Ooh
Lonely nights with lots of money
Times I wish I had no money
How can I be sure you love me?
It's not like you're betting your best years on me
Best years on me
Best years on me
Do I like livin' like this?
Maybe I'm fine wasting my time
Beautiful eyes washed down with wine (Mmh)
Maybe it's time I accept my own
Orí bá, kò bá, kò
Orí bá, kò bá, kò
And it no easy
And I'm coming
Maybe it's time I accept you, ooh
Longing for
My baby to love me more
What am I longing for?
I'm not really secure
What am I longing for?
My baby to love me more
What am I longing for?
I'm not really secure
When, when, when, when
Can we see each other again? Hey
Hey Pa, I've been checking you out from long distance
Digging your existence, can I offer my assistance?
They say a dude is only as cool as his talk is
But I know that you real because your walk is
You got a beautiful smile, your heart's big as life
And it's full of gold, though you pay a heavy price
Nobody knows about the depression and the strife
And the fight to stand strong against women who entice
They don't respect your call, they don't respect your wife
You're tired, and you're weak, and you could blow it all tonight
'Cause everybody thinks that you're a man of steel
Like you don't hurt and you don't feel, but they wrong
I swear I've watched you keep yourself far from the drama
Taking many hits to your armor
I've seen you walk miles with the crown, but alone, you walked farther
Now walk into the arms of your father
And let him build you up and supply everythin' you've been needin'
I'm here watching, and I'm in a scene where you gon' make it, Pa
很多时候的想法是脑海里面的对话 字要是记录下来就没意思了 反而原本放在对话的句子里更有味道
context工程 ollama本地化模型之后可以用md本地存储 最长见的context就是阅读书籍了
Too critical for this shtt 一路上每一分钟都在judge，所见所想。联想到小学看图说话的写作，主要就是读出背后的故事：
能用只用疑问句写一篇文章小说？ 疑问后面我们很多时候自己有自己的答案 或者公共的答案
把人生看作多维度游戏：身体（physical）、心智（mental）、精神（spiritual）、社交/冒险（social/adventure）、事业/创造（creative/business）等。很多人卡在“NPC模式”（Level 1：被动、随波逐流），目标是升级到“主角模式”（Level 2：主动塑造人生），甚至更高“程序员模式”（Level 3：设计和操控自己的现实系统）。强调 多维度强壮（multidimensionally jacked）：不要只优化单一领域（如只健身或只赚钱），而是全面发展，形成 compound effect（复合效应）。
不稳定/波动（instability）不是敌人，而是锻造真实成长的熔炉，尤其在 creator economy / AI时代，拥抱波动、多元化收入、保持真实性才能脱颖而出。
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2026-02-20 12:00:00
我们每个人的认知，都受自己的母语和原生文化的限制，当我们走出这个限制时，不仅会对世界产生新的认知，还可以反观自己的原生文化。出离母语，就是跳脱出习以为常的认知，用外界的眼光审视自身。
在本书中，作者以亲身走出母语的旅行为脉络，每一次旅行都是一个章节，生动展现了在不同语言环境下的所遇、所感与所思。让我们沿着作者的旅行足迹，共同探索挣脱母语束缚后的自由之态，畅想多种语言交织共存的可能空间。
“Exphony”是指超越母语的状态。对于长期在德语和日语中进行创作的作者来说，语言的越境正是文学的本质主题。越境中能够看到什么？这究竟如何定义了自己的文学？如同试掘自身立足点般敏锐的散文，映照了语言的闪光，重新定义了文学的存在方式。
据说，任何人出生时都具有听清所有语音并发音的潜在能力。也就是说，学习一种母语意味着扼杀了其他语言的可能性。甚至有实验结果表明，如果只听着日语长大，那么在出生后六个月内就会失去区分R 和L的能力。当然，以后重新学习也并非不可能，但就不那么容易了。相反，如果母语是欧洲语言，就会一度丧失听出汉语等语言中抑扬声调的能力，并且记忆汉字这种图形的能力也将越来越迟钝。
新生儿具备说所有语言的潜在能力，这太棒了。
但是，一旦保留了所有语言的潜在能力，那就一种语言也说不了。所以，极端地说，学会母语就意味着丧失说其他语言的能力，姑且只留一种。让人觉得有点可惜。长大后想学外语，是不是因为怀念婴儿时期舌头和嘴唇自由自在的活动呢？成年人尽管每天都说很多话，但是一边动用舌头寻找发音部位，一边结结巴巴地大声朗读外语教科书，把它当作舌头的舞蹈艺术不也很有吸引力吗？向各个方向翘曲、伸缩、敲击、呼气，灵活而柔软的舌头。构不成任何意义、只为寻找自由而尽情起舞的舌头。我的内心深处藏着对这种舌头的憧憬。但是，如果真有了这样的舌头，将得不到任何人的理解。所以不得已，姑且假装舌头半僵硬的单语言人，在和周围人的交流中生活下去。然而，背后难道不藏着对自由舌头的冲动吗？
同样在欧洲，自古以来，欧洲文明以外的人，即所谓的“野蛮人”，也是两种形象并存：残忍、恐怖的形象和纯真无邪的可爱形象。而且，欧洲确认自己二者都不是，自己给自己盖上“文明人”的图章。现在的日本人不是在做类似的事情吗？日本人给其他亚洲人贴个“仍然拥有自己曾经拥有的温暖人性的落后人群”的标签，实际上，不就是只想确认自己已经成了冷漠的发达国家的人吗？还有，日本人承认的不是自己所做的殖民侵略、破坏和杀戮的事实，而是别人的“温暖人性”，不就是想以此来偷偷地消除自己的罪恶感吗？
离别当天，首尔机场的公告牌上显示了许多飞往东京的航班名称和时刻。因为我没时间去日本，所以当我一边用余光看公告牌，一边去搭乘飞往巴黎的航班时，去不了东京的落寞和幸好不去东京的庆幸，两种心情微妙地掺杂在一起。
奥地利很看重作家，所以我来这里心情很好。而且，感觉他们的理念不是日本常见的“畅销即王者”，而是不畅销才更了不起。但这只限于和文化工作者在一起，一踏进闹市区，情况就不一样了。我心情愉快地离开了维也纳的艺术史博物馆，相机电池耗尽了，我想穿过环形交叉路口去买，却脚踝一扭摔倒在地。眼看着绿灯就要变红，我一着急想跑过去，却疼得跑不动。万幸的是，那一瞬间没有汽车驶来。我拖着疼痛无比的脚踝，坐到面对草坪的路边长凳上，无意中发现长椅上竟然密密麻麻地画满了纳粹万字符（“写”）的涂鸦。坐在这样的长椅上，自己也太惨了吧！可是，长椅只有这一处，我又疼得走不成路，只能在那里忍耐一段时间。这简直都成了一幅讽刺面。我坐在画满“写”的长椅上，是因为我来自曾经的纳粹的同盟国，还是因为我长着非雅利安人的脸，所以在当代奥地利可能是遭受迫害的一方？亦或者，通过现在待在可能受迫害的一方，从其实自己属于迫害者一方的苦闷中稍微解脱了一下？总之，这是一幅悲惨的滑稽画。
我以前一直以为语法是通过文字来学习的，只有在会话练习时才用到声音，然而似乎并非如此。
语法也和声音有很大的关系。小孩子在学习文字前就习得了语法。他们是通过韵律来掌握语法的。儿童似乎通过韵律就能感知词序，可分动词、冠词等语法的关键点。成年人在一定程度上也可以做到这一点：某处仍然留有像八分音符那样的位置，感觉上如果不放入某个介词，节奏就合不上了。
我以前写了篇随笔，谈论德语单词 “es”（相当于英语中的“it”）的不可思议性，有位住在瑞典的名为班特 •桑德伯格（Bengt Santberg）的语言学家，读了我这篇文章后，寄给我他的一部著作。他在书里写到，“es”有的用法常常从语义学角度完全无法解释，非常奇怪。当仅从语义角度作文时，偶尔会出现空白，而又不能把这空白当作休止符，所以有时会放入“es”。我的概括过于简略，从语言学的角度来看可能存在异议，但从个人感觉来说，我能理解“这个地方如果不放入一个词，就不对劲”的语感。
阅读诗歌和小说，需要有将语言画面化的能力。我觉得电台文化让我们通过听觉最大限度地发挥出把语言画面化的能力。所以，很多喜欢看书的人喜欢听收音机，不喜欢看电视。
我是1982年到汉堡的，当时我的听力应该与现在不同。我虽然在日本学了德语，但是听力能力并不强。如果借助字典，我可以进行高难度的阅读，语法和单词也能懂，想说的话也会说，但就是听不懂对方的话。这和婴儿正好相反。婴儿看不懂书，也不会说话，却能听懂别人的话。我自己单方面构造的句子即使语法上没问题，也只是理论上组合出来的，其中缺乏韵律的流动。慢慢地，我的听力越来越好，越来越容易听懂对方在说什么。我想，这不仅仅是因为可以听懂各个单词和短语，也是因为能在整体上把握韵律流动的缘故吧。
由于 “gender”（社会性别）不是生物学意义上的性别，所以大学里的讨论从“女性文学不同于男性文学”变成“即使是男作家的作品，从‘gender’上说，也可能是女性文学（而且，我们当时把自己喜欢的作家的‘gender’都归为‘女性’，管他是克莱斯特还是谁）”，结果问题还是没解决。后来，又出现了一种强烈的观点，认为不能完全忽视生物学上的性别。最后，我自己得出了一个一般性的见解，即“生物学的性别和社会学的性别都不容忽视，但无论哪种性别都不能用来限定作家”。德国有一个派别叫移民文学。
汉语在语法上和日语相去甚远，但日本引人了汉字，因而两者之间产生了某种亲近性。或许以前的语言学家会说，语法是“骨”，文字是“衣”。但在现代，有时只因穿了同款鞋就成了朋友，“骨”和“衣”两者都很重要。
从关系远近不同的语言上获得的灵感有质的不同。我看到中文，有一种似懂非懂的“错位”感，恍如梦中。我在北京的书店里买了本日汉小字典。里面说，“ ”是“眼花综乱”，而“気絕 ”是“昏过去”。原来“気絕”就是“过去一片昏暗”啊！仅此即成诗。我一时心血来潮写下这句妙语。熟悉的语词“咔哒”一声拆解重组，以新的面貌出现，新事物熠熠生辉。那是电光火石般的感觉，刹那间束缚大脑的链子猛然断开，那种快意有时会幻化成一串笑声。
对了，“美”这个汉字是怎么来的呢？记得在教参中读过这样的解释：“这个字是在中国沙漠地区产生的，对于那里的人来说，羊大为美，所以一个羊字加一个大字就是美。”不知道是真是假。德国有许多土耳其人经营的食品店，每当看到玻璃柜里的大块羊肉，我就不由地想，啊，那就是美！
有的人以为有了翻译，一切都可以跨境自由流通，那是大错特错的。这个世界的大多数文本要么还没被翻译，要么已经被误译。这么想着，我环顾四周，据说已变得单调的世界看起来流光溢彩。只能背着误译的包袱旅行。然而，翻译的错误和正确并不像谎言和真相那样对立。两者都是“翻译”，都是旅行，夸张地说，也许只是色彩不同而已。语言各不相同，不可能有完全正确的翻译。沼野先生还说到非常重要的一点，那就是不能因为有误译就认为作品整体译得不好。这也正是翻译的有趣之处。
因此，没有什么比寻找翻译错误更容易的了。哪怕是翻译“小白”，也能指摘资深翻译家的错误。这些指正有时确实也切中肯綮，但仔细想想，往往发现那并非错误，而是只有资深者才有的“绕远路”。
皮带叫 “der Gurtel”，说 “den Gurtel enger schnallen”（勒紧皮带）是抑制奢侈的欲望、节约的意思。看样子，腰带将人的身体分上下两部分，也具有比喻的作用。上部有头有脸，是理性的、公共的，下部则与消化、排泄和性交有关，是感性的、个体的。我自己不太赞成这种身体的二分化，但是世人似乎普遍这么认为。分隔两个世界的边界是“皮带线”（die Gurtellinie），因此，当笑话或谩骂过于露骨和粗俗，进入性领域时，就说它 “unter derGirtellinie”（在皮带线以下）。我总感觉这个成语太过于露骨和直接了。为什么比起说腰、肚脐、肚子之类的，说皮带让人觉得更直接呢，真是奇怪。
日本有“带（和服腰带）”，它与皮带不同，即便系紧也很软。相反，说“带 緩 （放松腰带）”，就是解除警惕，松了一口气的意思。不过，这个表达在现在的日本或许已经不那么普遍了。
“袖の下”（贿赂）这个说法经常使用。从袖子下面出来的东西，从哪里来、怎么来的，不太清楚。
给人一种可疑的感觉。比如政客把一捆捆的钞票偷偷地塞进自己的袖子里，与此相反，魔术师则从袖子里掏出鸽子或兔子。德语中有个说法叫 “aus demArmel schutteln”（从袖子里抖出来），意思是非常
轻松地完成某件事。
非母语写作古而有之。然而，对它的理解以及说明，一直用“移民”或“克里奥尔”，或“在日”或“后殖民地”等政治或经济的，即“外部”的因素进行阐释。比如，从苏联流亡的俄罗斯人用英文写作，被日本侵略而亡国的韩国人用日语写作，作为经济移民前往德国的土耳其人用德语写作。
跟随丈夫来到德国的美砂，竟然找理由一个人留在了这个国家。从第一次联系水管工到独自搬家至柏林，美砂缓慢搭建着自己的日常，却也发现时间渐渐漫无目的，成了没有标点的句子。新的尝试是每周一次的太极拳课程。当学到第三招“白鹤亮翅”时，美砂终于和拳馆的人熟络：拳馆教练陈老师、俄罗斯富豪阿廖娜、菲律宾英语教师罗莎琳德、德国牙医奥莉安……种种际遇接踵而至，姨舍传说里的残酷、远方战祸中的死亡、悄然发生的罪与罚，究竟哪种命运会来临呢？右手向斜上方抬起的同时，左手伸向地面。“白鹤亮翅”既是防守，也是进攻，正如美砂现在需要做的那样。
本诗集直接源于诗人成长和生活在长期封锁中的加沙，且经常被袭击的的经历。作为曾经的孩子、现在的父亲，以及多次军事袭击的幸存者，他见证了破坏和毁灭的残酷循环。但除了炮弹与无人机，这里也有茶香、盛开的玫瑰和日落时的海景。孩子们出生了，家庭延续着传统，学生上了大学，图书馆从废墟中崛起……巴勒斯坦人继续他们的生活，创造美丽，寻找新的生存方式。
📍等自己的真正理想的童年，不是被限制囚禁的童年。
我想它就待在那里等我，等到什么时候？也许是等我回到雅法，重新成为一个孩子的时候。
某种程度上作者也是被困住的人生，我能力不足以形容这种感觉，虽然加沙-巴勒斯坦的困境和伊拉克叙利亚“战争泥潭”不同，虽然这种诗集和侯赛因的那种《追风筝的人》、《灿烂千阳》类型不同，但是两位作者给我的状态比较相似，只是有一点点，能够用文字记录写作，讲述故事，即使似乎对于他们本身那个庞大的问题、困境无解，很遗憾，更无奈，个体太过渺小，即使通过写作这种手段表达，还是会感受到无奈、失望甚至绝望。
跳出来看，表达的故事和思考是深邃优美的，虽然读者不能身临其境，难以经历别人的生活，但是，但是，这些困境是只有他们有的吗？好像也不是，时间空间的尺度上，还有其他类似的矛盾或者故事，每想到这里，在这些思绪之前，我脑海中强烈地浮现出一句话，南非叔叔的一句 papa, what's the point?
整理下类似主题的故事，从相关性强弱排序：
已读过的《柠檬树》 ：
已看过的电影《唯有追忆 اللي باقي منك (2025)》
村在天堂边 The Village Next to Paradise (2024)
Thanks for being an insider till the end!
Till next , stay safe and stay hydrated!
2026-02-01 12:00:00
2026年1月15日 : 早上起来jcole dropped a sniper of the coming new album -- the fall off , Disc 2 Track 2
嵌套式的一框框的场景，倒放了人生，摘掉戒指， 初见the love 再到最开始的起点
径向运镜的镜头内框框中的内容，沉浸感深，而且结构简洁传递易懂的信息
DOLLAZ ON MY HEAD Song by Gunna
lyrics
Pull up with a stick, I pull up with a stick
I pull up with a pink toe, I'm whippin', she suckin' this dick
I put some diamonds on her toes, let that hoe know that I'm rich
We was used to pullin' kick doors (That money go for Myles)
I've been gettin' it since a toddler, I keep dollars on my head
Bein' a real one is my model, handle my problems, I ain't scared
I put Prada on my collar 'cause she proud of what I said
I'm a leader, I got 'em followin' my footsteps like the feds
I shoot like I'm Montana, chopper bullets make 'em shed, uh
Black on black new Phantom, in the backseat sippin' red, uh
Bitch, I'm from Atlanta where these hoes ride the dick like peg, yeah
Condo like the pharmacy, I got codeine in my fridge, pour up
My bro on a steamin' stove, cookin' crack like grits
Got this vibe on her tippy toes, strokin' her in a pent'
LA live, I'm stayin' at the Loews with this Hollywood bitch
Got a nine and a snubnose, can't wait to let it hit (Hit)
Pull up with a stick, I pull up with a stick
I pull up with a pink toe, I'm whippin', she suckin' this dick
I put some diamonds on her toes
Let that hoe know that I'm rich (Let that hoe know that I'm rich)
We was used to pullin' kick doors
You could still call it a lick (Lick)
You broke and can't be fixed
Went to Nieman's and spent a nick
How you pour that? Don't make sense
I made a whole mile off an inch
I had 99 problems
I just scratch you off the list (Scratch you off the list)
Got some millions and went and solved 'em
Now my neck cost a quarter brick
I've been gettin' it since a toddler, I keep dollars on my head
Bein' a real one is my model, handle my problems, I ain't scared
I put Prada on my collar 'cause she proud of what I said
I'm a leader, I got 'em followin' my footsteps like the feds
I shoot like I'm Montana, chopper bullets make 'em shed, uh
Black on black new Phantom, in the backseat sippin' red, uh
Bitch, I'm from Atlanta where these hoes ride the dick like peg, yeah
Condo like the pharmacy, I got codeine in my fridge, pour up
Bestie, bestie, I just hit my friend
Told her catch me, catch me, I'ma lick her skin
She so precious, precious, might not fuck again
She too messy, messy, but hittin', no flexin' (No flexin')
Rose gold ornaments (Rose)
Dropped the two tint, car came with no tint
You don't gotta use the door, you can hop in front of tip
Bond 9 in the vent, think 'bout dyin' and get spent
I got two B's on my boxers and a thottie in the bed
I know niggas ran up a milli'
Still didn't tell 12 shit (12, 12, 12, shh)
I got skeletons in my closets (Woah)
And they scared of me and shit (Closets and they scared)
Mason Margielas under the bed screamin', "Rock me, kid" (Woah)
I put water on my head, then she got seasick (I put water on my head)
Couple opps played dead, and they still got hit
I done bent lil' mama's spine but that
But that still ain't my kid (Still ain't my kid)
Only reason I answer my line (Why?)
Is 'cause she drink my spit (No cap)
I've been gettin' it since a toddler, I keep dollars on my head
Bein' a real one is my model, handle my problems, I ain't scared
I put Prada on my collar 'cause she proud of what I said
I'm a leader, I got 'em followin' my footsteps like the feds
I shoot like I'm Montana, chopper bullets make 'em shed, uh
Black on black new Phantom, in the backseat sippin' red, uh
Bitch, I'm from Atlanta where these hoes ride the dick like peg, uh
Condo like the pharmacy, I got codeine in my fridge
Gunna – Skybox
lyrics
Uh
Atares (Uh, uh, uh)
Gettin' high in the skybox, I can't see, yeah (See, yeah)
Hot spot and it's bust down, LSD, yeah (Yeah)
Smooth drive, hm, Gucci socks, yeah, I'm dripping (Dripping)
Fuck the cops, we can't be stopped, just admit it
Hey (Hey), hey (Hey), hey (Hey)
Put some diamonds in Chrome Hearts lens
Bought a new Benz, lost more friends
Stretchin' my hands, money all in
Fuckin' her friend, Birkin bag
Hunnids and tens, countin' they hands
Trust in God thing, keep an FN
I gotta go (Go), I gotta spend
I just want both, I drive a 'Ghin
Ain't got no note, ain't got no ring
I am a GOAT, I am a man (Yeah)
We in the low, we smokin' dope (Ah)
We keep it close, you with the folks (Oh)
You want the dose (Uh), give him some dope
Lil' bitty ho, you already know (You know)
Bitch, we the top of this iceberg, the top
You know that they copy you, woah (You, woah)
They cleanin', they moppin', these bitches
They hoppin', I couldn't fall out with it, bro
Uh, hotter than Turkey, I like it, I cop it
Ain't nobody stoppin' the Ghost (Nobody stoppin' the Ghost)
Smoke Lodi Dodi
We sittin' in the lobby, we just rented out the whole floor, uh
Gettin' high in the skybox, I can't see, yeah (See, yeah)
Hot spot and it's bust down, LSD, yeah (Yeah)
Smooth drive, hm, Gucci socks, yeah, I'm drippin' (Drippin')
Fuck the cops, we can't be stopped, just admit it (Admit it)
Paint the time (Time), slime couldn't made it (Made it)
Bloodhound (Hound), cold heart Crippin' (Cold heart Crippin')
Best part (Yeah), we got all of us with it (Vibes)
Head start (Start), you can't catch yourself or get it (Yeah)
That's no cap, I'm in the 'Ghini (Ah)
It's really rap, this ain't a gimmick (Ah)
I had to trap, now I got plenty
I'm in a castle fuckin' a genie (Genie)
I popped the capsule, she wanna rock some (Ah)
I done got tackled, drunk on the Henny (Henny)
Turned to a savage, I had a handle (Woah)
I'm 'bout to smack 'em, both on the fanny (Fanny)
I put four twelves in the V12 (Ooh)
My Benz truck started roar (Woah-woah)
She said she smell under well
Well I wanna fuck, it don't matter (Uh-uh)
Bitch, I'm a shark, you not a whale, lean in my cup and my bladder
I got it on lock like I'm in jail
As soon as they buck, they gettin' splattered (Get splattered)
I'm at the drop and no, I cannot fly
Comin' straight to the top like a ladder (A ladder)
Niggas play tough and they talk on the
Internet but they ain't ever gon' hit 'em
Uh, I took a loss and and they made me a boss
Like I'm no better than them (Better than them)
They call just to flops Biscotti
When I'm coughin', I'm trying to get higher than ever (High)
Gettin' high in the skybox, I can't see, yeah (See, yeah)
Hot spot and it's bust down, LSD, yeah (Yeah)
Smooth drive, hm, Gucci socks, yeah, I'm drippin' (Drippin')
Fuck the cops, we can't be stopped, just admit it (Admit it)
Paint the time (Time), slime couldn't made it (Made it)
Bloodhound (Hound), cold heart Crippin' (Cold heart Crippin')
Best part (Yeah), we got all of us with it (Vibes)
Head start (Start), you can't catch yourself or get it (Yeah)
https://music.apple.com/cn/song/nonviolent-communication/1690685863
https://music.apple.com/cn/album/metro-boomin-presents-spider-man-across-the-spider/1690685331
23年上半年，比较有空正好遇到SPIDER-MAN动画电影上映，提前好几天订好票，结果到了当天下了一天雨，晚上也一直不小的雨，走去五角场一路就在听这张album。
The album —— METRO BOOMIN PRESENTS SPIDER-MAN: ACROSS THE SPIDER-VERSE (SOUNDTRACK FROM AND INSPIRED BY THE MOTION PICTURE)很适合雨天，安静、思考。思考不同的经历，思考不同的SPIDER-MAN，一路走来，Gwen Stacy、MJ换了一个人又一个人，形象在变，又像是某种part-time job or relationship. 又或是不同的ex，从Bryce Dallas Howard到Emma Stone，还有Zendaya，动画版Hailee Steinfeld配音的，知道时候还是有些意外，因为Bumblebee的电影里面也是她出演，now with Josh Allen。从Gwen Stacy到Mary Jane (MJ)再到女蜘蛛侠 (Spider-Gwen)，很多问题我都不知道答案。
Likely you had some MJs or Gwens before, that's good but the only difference is that in actual life their fates cannot be scripted like they did in the movies saying that she's his one of one for the rest.
You was my then
And you my now
审视的代价：为何品味无法“局部开启”
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We aspire to have this Critical Taste. Yet, there is a fundamental misunderstanding about what having "taste" actually requires.
We often believe we can be selectively critical—that we can be a rigorous judge of high art or theoretical physics from 9 to 5, and then switch off that discernment to become a passive, easy-going observer of life the rest of the time.
But the reality is: You can never be partially critical.
选择性敏感的迷思
Discernment is not a tool you pick up; it is a lens through which you view the world. If you possess the capacity to distinguish the profound from the mediocre in art, you inherently possess the capacity to distinguish quality from lack thereof in everything else.
To have "Unique Taste" is to have a heightened sensitivity to nuance. It is the ability to detect misalignment, lack of harmony, or laziness in execution.
You cannot train your mind to be hyper-alert to the nuances of a canvas or a hypothesis and expect it to be blind to the nuances of a conversation, a meal, or the architecture of a street. The neural pathways that allow for deep critical thinking in one domain are the same ones that process your daily reality.
这是一个整体的过程
This is why the "man of taste" is often viewed as difficult or hyper-critical. It is not out of malice; it is out of consistency.
Critical thinking is a holistic process. It is a state of being, perhaps driven by an Internal Necessity (Innerer Notwendigkeit). Once the internal standard is set, it applies universally.
If you demand truth in philosophy, you will likely be intolerant of small talk that lacks substance.
If you demand precision in science, you will notice the inefficiency in a chaotic queue.
If you demand harmony in art, you will be physically jarred by a poorly designed living space.
批判性思维的重负
We must accept that having a critical eye is a package deal. We cannot ask for the genius of unique insight without accepting the burden of constant judgment.
To be critical of art but uncritical of life is a contradiction. It suggests that your taste is merely a performance—a hat you wear—rather than an intrinsic part of your nature. True taste is involuntary. It is a relentless scanning for truth and quality.
Therefore, we should stop apologizing for being critical of "everything." It is not negativity; it is the inevitable side effect of a mind that is constantly seeking the "better," the "truer," and the "more beautiful."
You cannot curate the world selectively. You either see the cracks in everything, or you see them in nothing.
I choose me, I'm sorry.
当下是真喜欢GeorgesStPierre这种风格，inner peace. 甚至听一些content都喜欢听陶哲轩和Demis Hassabis这种，虽然Terence Tao说的一些数学概念和理论假设逻辑我都听不太懂，但是语速和节奏都很舒服，感到peaceful。
Demis Hassabis则常表达一些积极的信息，总让人心悦和充满希望，可能这就是这里的free air吧。人生路线规划是如此清晰 先生物学神经 再物理，智慧勇敢
今年扎堆频繁的interview
无论如何 都不会独行（especially in a conver w a Liverpool）, 静水流深
很多时候祖辈或许是最智慧、最幸福的，尤其是小时候书本上或者生活里教的；不知道太多知识，但是固执地明白知识改变命运，在这两件事上莫名地就是像出厂默认设置一样的坚定又正确；就生老病死，部分人的一生简单清闲，如果再有些廉价清净的爱好，书画琴棋，简简单单的一生其实才是“大智若愚”，没有纷扰，自由地享受了这场life journey，安安静静地享受天伦之乐，真的将attention给到真正爱的人，认真爱过，也真的活过。不像很多the rich，商业、煤矿老板，达官贵人，诚惶诚恐地偷偷摸摸偷的、攒了一堆，先是追求钱权，被上级践踏，熬过头了再继续欺负下一波人，腐蚀。有点像龟兔赛跑，后者看似体面，所谓的人生赢家，但是事实上没有参加比赛的人赢了，在比赛没开始的时候就赢了，因为他本身就在终点。
想了想，想法稍纵即逝的，还是记下：昨天晚上睡觉前想爷爷奶奶，主要是先从生活风格想起的，只想要peaceful life，只想安安静静和亲爱的人度过life time，想到冬天悠闲地晒太阳，想到夏天愉悦地乘阴凉，偶尔下午抱着西瓜边吃边看东边天边慢慢飘向西边无比洁白的云彩，远处四五层楼高的大树在风穿过时候发出的沙沙声音。同时和爷爷奶奶聊聊见闻，说说学校发生的事，谈谈学习情况。就这样的生活想起来也没有多么“昂贵”，很幸福，都很幸运，能够和平、自由地呼吸、享受这样的一分一秒，及其容易实现，但现在同样令我感受到难得、昂贵。下午跑步，同样预设的还是一张album的时间，所以就点开从头播放《DAMN》，KDOT多次说奶奶死了以后Ain't nobody pray for me. 想起来前不久刚提到过的，Kanye也说妈妈死之后就无需害怕。 #Bond
慢慢开始，数字清理之后娱乐性（主要是体育和音乐industry）unfollow很多，只有对个别感兴趣，没有将注意力随随便便支付给不太相关的球队，社区盾 、联赛杯、卡拉宝之类的比赛，一般都只看结果，不太花费时间。更多还是专注于技术和个人提升。还有一种，在最近很多要求grok魔改一些social posts之后，深刻地感受到似乎很久之后刷social media也没啥意义了，很多都能fake，就连Alex Perira 和Cotez这种合照第一眼看到都是以为假新闻恶搞的AI照片。可能过段时间之后Instagram也会受到影响，唯一的护城河就是自己现实认识的那些人，但是social这东西总会有fake的，就算没有AI，也有摄影棚一样假的日韩、北欧打卡点，需要的人还是会需要的，但是重要的人就是身边的人，不需要online social
…“Im sorry that I live a boring life, i love peace” - Kendrick Lamar. ‘
同时jcole在一首track里面也表达了自己公开道歉以后就从TOP3跌落了，很敏感，当初也说了disrupt my fucking peace. Exactly，就是这种突然失重坠落的感觉，一下悬在空中无依无靠。
一元钱梦想还在继续
legacy也是永恒的话题 越接近退役越是重视自己盖棺定论的排名 某种程度为了蹭 出现了双骄 三巨头TOP3 F4 四大XX XX五虎 XX六小X XX七剑 XX八大金刚 XX九大魔王 XX十代天骄
Ur goat team with no one
Gatekeeping
QUOTE: Terence tao is my Steph and Demis is my LeBron.
Career Strategy For People With Too Many Interests (The M-Shaped Future )
有没有智能眼镜什么的 或者其他方法可以在思考时候不用动手动嘴记录下思考成果的
太快了 有个想法 然后大脑就code agent命令行自己调试即可 验证想法 人只做supervision和review
前面偶然看到一个app产品叫typeless，顾名思义不用键盘打字来记忆信息的，似乎。而且主要是加入AI，可以将语音草稿整理为完整文字。很早之前就在找这种类似的东西，主要为了双手不方便记录的时候能够及时记录下，比如很多做实验的时候，会有新的意识像海边的浪一样游荡而来，但是没办法记录，或者一些即时现象。另外还可以弄一些prompt，就像黑箱transfer一样，能够将人们交流的信息密度低的废话直接转换为一句真话，比如Conor的那句“His question is why you talking shit” You is the man
经常想起Conor的那句话，You do what you're told. 对Mike这样嘲讽，对很多人都说过。
虽然人很难评价，小鸟掉哑铃DM骚扰女明星被曝光，但是互联网炸了但很难有记忆。但是就You do what you're told. 这句话而言，他的本性使得他这样表现，高傲使得他在高位暴露出真实想法，这句话是很多“上面人”大多时候心里会浮现的想法和表达。场景只限于社交吗？ 并不是，甚至很少能遇到这种“上位”还真实的人，更多时候是关于生活的信息流，信息差。main stream：You do what you're told. 师傅教徒弟：You do what you're told. Info can be edited. 可以被shape 也可以建立自己的护城河。
偶尔有一次的半夜醒来再难以入睡 大脑像是很久没熬夜一样的莫名兴奋 这时候让我也意识到大脑似乎是和躯体分离的 大脑更像是寄生于body的另一种生物
AI的前夜 图书馆自己敲代码 见证到有人惊呼 家教路上方便的colab
人也即书 一个人就是一本书 不只是experience 还有insights soul 有内容的 是有趣 像马克吐温的作品
Google's year in review: 8 areas with research breakthroughs in 2025
就像有次单读或者读库系列里面有一篇章主要写衡水高中生活一样，可以近距离窥探peers的life，社会纪实，更加现实有触感
-- 曼纽尔·布卢姆（Manuel Blum），图灵奖得主
"Defense-Counter" ( counter-attacks 防反 防守反击) is not just a tactic in sports; it is a supreme philosophical stance. It is the art of non-reaction.
In a world addicted to noise and instant response, the ultimate power move is to remain chemically stable—like a column of Inert Gas (Noble Gas). You do not combust when the spark lands. You wait. You observe. And when the opponent over-extends, you end it.
Most losses—in the ring, in business, or in culture—come from overreaction.
To be "Overreactive" is to leak energy. It is to hand the remote control of emotions to your opponent.
Tank Davis vs. Ryan Garcia: This was the triumph of precision over volume. Ryan was the storm; Tank was the wall. Tank didn't need to throw 100 punches. He needed one timing window. "Tank击穿Ryan". He waited for the liver to be exposed for a fraction of a second. That represents the Critical Taste applied to violence—selectivity.
2025: Jiří Procházka vs. Jamahal Hill: This is the Flow State. Jiří abandoned the rigid guard for pure instinct. By emptying the mind, he became a mirror.
J. Cole (Jocle): His choice to "fold" and apologize was mocked by the masses, but through the lens of Inert Gas, it was the ultimate defense. He realized the battle was a distraction from his peace. He refused to be reactive sequentially. K-Dot，he let the opponent talk, let the opponent reveal their messy life, and then surgically dismantled them. He didn't spray and pray; he sniped.
Whether it is art, fighting, or debate, the principle remains the same: He who reacts first, loses control. He who waits, owns the outcome.
True mastery is not about being the loudest or the fastest. It is about being the most stable thing in a chaotic room.
2026年1月1日新年音乐会:
2026年1月9日，今天又比较惊喜的一次：打开Gemini试图让它会想起之前讨论的一件事的时候，它首先召集了一个workspace，thinking的地方显示又gmail drive和sheets, 然后它不仅回想起来交互内容，还查找到我的相关邮件。shit, 账户并没有开启隐私模式，这似乎也说明我的邮件内容甚至都能被cloud调取看到？Gmail 深入整合 Gemini AI
一瞬间欣喜2026年1月27日00点10分：突然在思考一个问题时候想起了一个遥远的问题，二者可以联系解决。首先第一瞬间的感慨是Gemini打不过我~ AI或许、看起来头脑风暴会无敌，因为电脑对于人脑的内存优势是宇宙级的，但是很多时候是那种正确又不疼不痒的，毕竟他会联想调用，但目前还没有从实际世界学习这部分，人脑得到的真的是让人欣喜又正确有用的。
"Music gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, and life to everything."
— Plato
早上醒来看到Prism发布，又一段供应链被取代接管，可以预见在未来Latex上手成本、门槛降低后会更普及化，类似和quarto一样，慢慢会占领上游。
2026/01/13 21:09 似乎靠想象想好了在进产房开始的时候我该干什么 我想会在外面写一些话 不知道和谁对话 可能有些承载交流的功能 也可能纯记录这个过程 或许这是生命中唯一一次的希望按下暂停键 什么都不重要 太阳明天还会不会升起来也和我无关 我只想我们心灵紧紧相连 想起来Elon让国际象棋冠军Magnus Carlsen多生孩子 哈哈 乐于奉献应该是很被重视地刻在我们的基因里 怀胎十月 , hardworking 虽然现在还能在这里思考和联想 但如果实际上现实发生 容易想到我可能不会这么冷静 还能形成完整的句子这样的表达 脑子可能一群蚂蚁在爬 假如我真的又能这么想对冷静地思考 那我又该如何辩解这样的心流
Friedrich Nietzsche on walking：Never trust a thought that occurs to you indoors.
耗费时间在一些礼崩乐坏的内容，讨论一些personal 经历，无论是所谓comedy还是podcast ， 不止是低俗，主要是低级， 没有进化一样
准备制作个写作tracker，将写作时间字数统计之后部署在GitHub主页上，瞎搞半天，然后发现这个活以前就干过，三四年不用全忘光了，又在埋头造轮子……
20点08分，正在专注沉浸地看，然后突然想起来我现在在这本来是为了看曼市德比，突然撒开环抱胸前地双臂，从椅子靠背上弹了起来去新网页tab……
互联网上常有go viral的很多著名的“幻觉”的图片，比如“赫尔曼格子幻觉”，这种图片不仅利用了视网膜的局部效应，还涉及大脑的全局神经处理，挑战了较早的Baumgartner理论。但是纯给LLM看，就是像素点数值的矩阵，明白是什么，但是没有生理方面产生的幻觉，纯是信息数值。
跳出当下，右滑时间轴，或许像LeCun认为那样，LLM尽管在当下几乎横扫一切，但是从时间、进化的尺度上来看，是对于搜索信息的技术进步，并没有产生多少令人惊艳的intelligence，只是整体信息调度搜索的能力随算力发展有了更广阔的舞台大展拳脚，maybe there's still a long way to go forward.
硅基“文明”发展的路上，人类代表着地球上最智慧的物种一直在不断地针对硅基进行创新，这个过程同时也在认识我们自己这个种群，研究信息的传导机制，信号的处理，反过来引导我们对自己的认识。但虽然我们是最智慧的，但是我们却代表不了地球上所有的生命，因为地球上生物都各有特色，尽管我们中的很多share一些相同的特质。看到视频里面手能断掉独立操作运行，我意识到至少我们永远不可能做到这样，某些身体部位可以独立于大脑控制而运行，尽管有些动物可以，但是相对于机器而言，所谓细思极恐。
A paper in Nature Communications describes a detachable robotic hand that can crawl and grab objects. The design enables tasks such as retrieving objects beyond normal reach and performing multi-object handling. https://t.co/YBjGWRBUmI pic.twitter.com/b45MkeRu2V
— Nature Portfolio (@NaturePortfolio) January 23, 2026
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And another one, and, and another one
I got like a hundred of 'em
'Bout to lap so they think they ahead of me, but I'm really in front of them
Now some of them fumblin' they bags
Fuckin' up the little crumbs that they had
All My Life
Song by Lil Durk ‧ 2023
lyrics
Durkio told me he been on some positive shit, yeah, yeah
Lately, I just wanna show up and body some shit, yeah, yeah
Always been a lil' mathematician, lately it's cash I'm gettin'
Got me losin' count of these bags, I've been movin' too fast
Hard times don't last, 'member when cops harrassed
Talkin' out my ass, boy, you ain't shit but a bitch with a badge
All my life (all my life)
They been tryin' to keep me down (they been tryin' to keep me down)
All this time (all this time)
Never thought I would make it out (never thought I'd make it out)
They couldn't break me, they couldn't break me (no, no)
They couldn't take me, they couldn't take me (no)
All my life (all my life)
They been tryin' to keep me down (they been tryin' to keep me down)
I decided I had to finish, but the media called me a menace
I done sat with the mayor and politicians, I'm tryna change the image
You can't blame my past no more, I come from the trenches
Some said I'd never be a superstar, but I know I'm different (no, no, no)
I'm The Voice, but the system ain't give me a choice
Know some people that's still on deploy
I know a felon who tryna get FOID
Child support your only support
For a visit, I'm goin' through courts
Went to jail, they was chainin' me up
And you know that I'm famous as fuck
See how you gon' joke about stimulus?
But they really had came in the clutch
I know some kids wanna hurt they self
Stop tryna take drugs, I refer to myself
Tryna better myself, tryna better my health but
All my life (all my life)
They been tryin' to keep me down (they been tryin' to keep me down)
All this time (all this time)
Never thought I would make it out (never thought I'd make it out)
They couldn't break me, they couldn't break me (no, no)
They couldn't take me, they couldn't take me (no)
All my life (all my life)
They been tryin' to keep me down (they been tryin' to keep me down) (yeah)
First-generation ghetto nigga
Cole world, hello niggas
Made it out the city with my head on straight
Niggas keep shootin' up the lead out
Young Jordan Peele, gotta get out
'Cause the shit that I spit out
Is a cheat code like I'm facin' a RICO, how a nigga put a hit out
And another one, and, and another one
I got like a hundred of 'em
'Bout to lap niggas so they think they ahead of me, but I'm really in front of them
Now some of them fumblin' they bags
Fuckin' up the little crumbs that they had
A reminder to humble yourself, this shit could be gone in an instant
Me, I'm runnin' long distance
All pistons firin'
I be stuck between maybe retirin'
And feelin' like I'm just not hittin' my prime
These days seein' rappers be dyin'
Way before they even gettin' they shine
I never even heard of lil' buddy
'Til somebody murdered lil' buddy
Now I'm on the phone, searchin' lil' buddy name
Got to playin' his tunes, all day in my room
Thinkin', "Damn, this shit wicked, to get they names buzzin'
Some niggas just gotta go lay in a tomb"
And media thirsty for clicks, I got a new rule
If you ain't never posted a rapper when he was alive
You can't post about him after he get hit
It's simple, it's the principle
On any tempo, I'm invincible
Don't even rap, I just vent to you
I rather that than an interview
Most days
Fuck 'em all like I'm goin' through a ho phase
Young nigga shoot out the whip like road rage
I pray all of my dawgs stay so paid
And the only thing that kill 'em is old age
All my life (all my life)
They been tryin' to keep me down (they been tryin' to keep me down)
All this time (all this time)
Never thought I would make it out (never thought I'd make it out)
They couldn't break me, they couldn't break me (no, no)
They couldn't take me, they couldn't take me (no)
All my life (all my life)
They been tryin' to keep me down (they been tryin' to keep me down)
Album方面，今年量不太多，pop music不多，rap music也不太多，但是下半年近年末确实这几张都是high level，Rosalía's Masterpiece: LUX 里面有很多语言，然后风格多样，古典结合POP，甚至有点Opera的feeling，MV也比较新颖，感觉很像普利策奖的口味
然后就是21众所期待的 WHTT，尤其是其中的I wish, 前奏进鼓点，一下像回到十年前的夏天，2010s
另外就是Dave了，思考深度和跳跃都令人深刻；还有Drake的一张合作album，剩下的就是pop，流行和一些乡村……
Omar M. Yaghi Nobel Prize lecture Metal-Organic Frameworks – From Molecules to Society
在瑞典讲的获奖汇报上，主持人显示简短诙谐地描述了Omar M. Yaghi 教授的经历，从约旦移民留学到伯克利，然后Omar M. Yaghi 上台汇报，PPT上很系统，而且面向全球大众，专业性相较不是那么强，根据timeline，Omar M. Yaghi 一页一页slides讲一路走来学生们的工作，期间会穿插点背后相关的人文小故事，比如第一个学生 Guangming Li，一开始申请他的名额，他尽力拒绝都拒绝不了，然后开始了旅程，后来学生也说实话了，当初是没人要他。能感受到Omar M. Yaghi 教授一步步对于每个卓越工作的学生作者都稍作了介绍，并且流露出对于他们的感激之情，humble
MOF（金属-有机框架）的关键想法最初来自于他的学生 Guangming Li（李广明），Guangming Li 是 Yaghi 实验室早期成员，与 Hailian Li 一起参与了1995年那篇标志性论文（Nature, 1995: Selective binding and removal of guests in a microporous metal–organic framework），该论文报道了第一个具有永久孔隙的金属-有机框架结构，常被视为现代MOF的起点。
Sir Demis Hassabis (born 27 July 1976) is a British artificial intelligence (AI) researcher and entrepreneur.
通常思考一个话题时候会分叉分支思考其他有联系的话题：
让思维不被时空囚禁。
干完活很累 奖励看一会fights
生存的哲学就是Boxing的stance，整体上总是努力争取进攻的态势，两条腿一前一后，advancing，positive，但是在不利的情形下也要及时后撤，托在后面的腿大致意义即如此，否则像heavy weights那样，最终倒下即结束，仅有自己，教练无法去接住后背，阻止倒下。
工业时代靠爱迪生的99%汗水：反复试错、熬夜实验，谁能坚持谁就赢。
科学时代靠爱因斯坦的95%思考：花大把时间定义问题，一击致命的洞察就能改写历史。
现在AI时代，汗水几乎被AI包圆了——它能瞬间跑完人类几辈子都跑不完的试验。真正的稀缺，只剩人类独有的100%思考：问出最深刻的问题，定下最本质的方向，带着价值观和勇气把AI的输出变成现实。
未来不属于最勤奋的人，或许也不一定属于最聪明的人，可能属于那些想得最深、敢下最狠注的人。
“Science is a differential equation. Religion is a boundary condition.”
纳瓦尔：马尔科姆·格拉德威尔推广了一万小时成为领域专家的想法，我会说实际上是一万次迭代才能精通。迭代不是重复，重复是一遍又一遍做着相同的事情，而迭代是用学习来修正它，然后做出另一个版本，那是纠错。如果你在任何事情上得到一万次错误纠正，你将成为专家。
Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life -Steve Jobs
又看Joe Rogan Experience #1554-Kanye West
Ambition without action becomes anxiety.
Thanks for being an insider till the end!
Till next , stay safe and stay hydrated!
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I don't know how to talk to you
I just know I found myself getting lost with you
I'm not sure this time
Too Good Song by Drake ‧ 2016
lyrics
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah
Look... I don't know how to talk to you
I don't know how to ask you if you're okay
My friends always feel the need to tell me things
Seems like they're just happier than us these days
Yeah, these days I don't know how to talk to you
I don't know how to be there when you need me
It feels like the only time you see me
Is when you turn your head to the side and look at me differently
Yeah, and last night I think I lost my patience
Last night I got high as your expectations
Last night, I came to a realization
And I hope you can take it
I hope you can take it
I'm too good to you
I'm way too good to you
You take my love for granted
I just don't understand it
No, I'm too good to you
I'm way too good to you
You take my love for granted
I just don't understand it
I don't know how to talk to you
I just know I found myself getting lost with you
Lately you just make me work too hard for you
Got me on flights overseas, and I still can't get across to you
And last night I think I lost my patience
Last night I got high as your expectations
Last night, I came to a realization
And I hope you can take it
I hope you can take it
I'm too good to you
I'm way too good to you
You take my love for granted
I just don't understand it
No, I'm too good to you
I'm way too good to you
You take my love for granted
I just don't understand it
Years go by too fast
I can't keep track
How long did we last?
I feel bad for asking
It can't end like this
We gotta take time with this
Cock up yuh bumper, sit down pon it
Let me see if this is something I can fix
You got somebody other than me
Don't play the victim when you're with me
Free time is costing me more than it seems
Sacrificing things
And I wanna tell you my intentions
I wanna do the things that I mention
I wanna benefit from the friendship
I wanna get the late night message from you, from you
I put my hands around you
Gotta get a handle on you
Gotta get a handle on the fact that...
I'm too good to you
I'm way too good to you
You take my love for granted
I just don't understand it
No, I'm too good to you
I'm way too good to you
You take my love for granted
I just don't understand it
Gyal a you mi waan
Pay fi yuh visa meck yo fly out regular
Baby, cock up yuh bumper, sit down pon it
Gyal yo pum pum good and yuh fit
Mi wi give you everything weh deh in my wallet
And in my pocket
Cock up yuh bumper, sit down pon it
Gyal yo pum pum good and yuh fit
Mi wi give you everything weh deh in my wallet
And in my pocket
La noche de anoche Song by Bad Bunny and Rosalía ‧ 2020
lyrics
Yo sé que esto no volverá a pasar
Pero si volviera a pasar
Sé que sería tu debilidad
Porque la noche de anoche fue
Algo que yo no puedo explicar
Eso era dando y dándole sin parar
Tú me decías que morías por mí
Porque la noche de anoche fue
Algo que yo no puedo explicar
Eso era dando y dándole sin parar
Tú encima de mí, yo encima de ti
Eh-eh, eh-eh
Tú me dejaste el cuerpo caliente, infierno
Pero me dejaste el corazón frío, invierno
Soñando que contigo e' que duermo (dime, papi)
Dime, mami
¿Esa noche quién la borra?
Tú me besaste y se me cayó la gorra
Sin mucha labia, sin mucha cotorra
Cuando toy contigo dejo que la vibra corra
Y que la luna nos supervise
Con esa boquita suena rico to lo que tú me dice'
Hicimo pose' que yo má' nunca hice
Tú te mojaste pa que yo me bautice
Y me ponga serio, serio
Tú y yo juntos creando un imperio
Eso' ojito' tienen un misterio
Pero al final na de lo nuestro fue en serio
Y ya me ha pasao que me han ilusionao
Y ya me ha pasao que me han abandonao
Y ya me ha pasao que no está' a mi lao
Y ya me ha pasao
Porque la noche de anoche fue
Algo que yo no puedo explicar
Eso era dando y dándole sin parar
Tú encima de mí, yo encima de ti
Porque la noche de anoche fue
Algo que yo no puedo explicar
Eso era dando y dándole sin parar
Yo encima de ti, tú encima de mí
Que yo me iría otra vez pa Japón (hey)
Papi, qué penita tú, qué maldición (mmm)
La paleta es dulce, azúcar de algodón (yeh)
Y es la única que me llega hasta al corazón
Yo no me olvido, la suerte está echada (bum)
Se me enredaba el pelo en la pantalla
Saber que solo lo hago de leyenda (¡uh!)
Lo subo al cielo, yo soy su Messiah
El Benito es un diablillo y es un ángel
Lo tengo juqueao como si fuera tote
Baby, entre nosotro nunca competimo
Si preguntan, dice: "Ella to los récords bate"
Y ya me ha pasao que me han ilusionao
Y ya me ha pasao que me han abandonao
Y ya me ha pasao que no está' a mi lao
Y ya me ha pasao
Porque la noche de anoche fue
Algo que yo no puedo explicar
Eso era dando y dándole sin parar
Tú encima de mí, yo encima de ti
Porque la noche de anoche fue
Algo que yo no puedo explicar
Eso era dando y dándole sin parar
Tú encima de mí, yo encima de ti
Mmm-jum
Mmm-jum
Mmm-jum
Mmm-jum
"It's Up"
(feat. 21 Savage, Young Thug)
lyrics
[Drake:]
I love all my friends
Thinkin' about this life I provide for them
This world has some real things dividin' them
My right hand, he's Muslim, I'll die for him
My road manager is drunk as hell at 5 p.m.
I get knocked down, they help me rise again
Ref 1 leave the game, I'm sayin' bye with him
Drake, turn this shit the fuck up
[Young Thug:]
I don't care about my opps (I don't care about my opps)
I don't care about my opps (I don't care about no opps)
I don't care about my opps (I don't care about no opp)
Yeah, take a pic (Take a pic), Richard Millie, no stopwatch (Let's go, uh-uh)
Take a pic of your lips gobblin' on my cock (Let's go, uh-uh, shit)
I don't care 'bout no motherfuckin' watch, nah (I don't care 'bout no, uh, nah)
I don't care 'bout no high-end thot (Nah, nah, nah)
Bitch, you just a (Bitch, you just a), bystander
Christian Dior pajama, Gucci up under, body number
[Drake:]
I just picked up somethin' from Mercedes, it's a one of one
Black exterior the one that I want, red inside like that time of the month
Blood money, that's how I got this, blood money, that's how I got this
We can vacation wherever we want 'cause I don't care where none of my opps is
I told the promoter tonight, put me across from they section
We don't play patty cake, they just be lettin' us in, we don't do the inspection
I can't sleep at night with Thug at Cobb County Corrections
I think he did enough reflectin', I think my brother learned his lesson
It's all just a part of the game, we all gotta roll with protection
And just like the motherfuckin' judge, the hammers come out for objections
Nigga, what's up? A hundred and forty-three Rolexes in my collection
I put the horns on the front of the 'Bach, you know Drizzy gon' roll like a Texan
She textin' she love me, the Mexicans love me, I'm out here just makin' connections
And Junior Boy rollin' like Cinco de Mayo, he may hold a fifth in possession
The way that I'm used to playin' the politics, swear I could win the election
You niggas is overprotective with hoes, I'm already over the next one
I'm at 48 with Ty and the vino, we drunk, it's not even a question
These niggas tryna send a message, well, leave that shit down at reception, ayy
[Young Thug:]
I don't care about my opps (I don't care about my opps)
I don't care about my opps (I don't care about no opps)
I don't care about my opps (I don't care about no opp)
Yeah, take a pic (Take a pic), Richard Millie, no stopwatch (Let's go, uh-uh)
Take a pic of your lips gobblin' on my cock (Let's go, uh-uh, shit)
I don't care 'bout no motherfuckin' watch, nah (I don't care 'bout no, uh, nah)
I don't care 'bout no high-end thot (Nah, nah, nah)
Bitch, you just a (Bitch, you just a), bystander
Christian Dior pajama, Gucci up under, body number (Woo)
[Drake:]
I just picked up somethin' from Mercedes, it's a one of one
Black exterior the one that I want, red inside like that time of the month
Blood money, that's how I got this, blood money, that's how I got this
We can vacation wherever we want 'cause I don't care where none of my opps is
[21 Savage:]
You hang around too many niggas that's pussy, you gotta be pussy
If it's on sight, up your gun on me, all that muggin' and lookin'
Yeah, niggas doin' all that woofin', pussy
4L bomb shit, walk inside the store, that switch in my armpit
I go wherever, I keep a Beretta, and niggas ain't on shit
My opps together, but I don't discriminate, I got 'em both hit
Them niggas be lyin', they niggas be dyin' and they don't never post shit
No rap cap come out my mouth, made a couple songs, think he hot now
Hit his ass up, he think he Pac now, broad daylight, he got shot down
Chopper bullets make his ass hop 'round, bloodshed, ain't no way to stop now
Goin' live'll get your ass popped now, seem like everybody want an opp now
Leavin' him flatline, Slaughter Gang, knife in the back, I'm on that time
Turn him to a hashtag, make him a "long live," niggas ain't my kind
Tried and true, I'ma pop mine, I was seventeen with a Glock 9
I wanna see red, stop sign, I wanna see red, Clifford
She keep tryna rip off my zipper, I moved to LA, I'm a Clipper
He think with his dick, he a tricker, get your bitch out the car 'fore we blick her
We put an AirTag on his car, he in Miami by Brickell
Say hello to the four-nickel, I got a magazine, who got an issue?
Givin' out smoke, pussy, my trigger finger broke
Don't try me like no ho, I always let it blow
I pull up, fah, score, nigga, we caught him by that store
How much you wanna bet they ass won't stand right there no more?
I'm Slaughter Gang OVO
A half a million a show, but I still walk in with that pole, idiot
[Drake:]
Ayy, I'm feelin' like 2 Chainz, T.R.U.
Bitch, I'm 21, bitch, I'm not 22
Knockin' off the namebrand niggas in your crew
Heard you miss your dogs, now it's long live who?
Idiot
Yeah
Santan Dave很randomly drop了一个纯电音的album：Wicked Pulse, 主题是空虚神幻的旋律，27岁的天才得到“征兆”？ 在梦里被寄语？…… 很不寻常的风格，weird甚至有点恐怖，似乎电音变换的节奏也在表达。
其中我最喜欢这首，代入了一下最近的3I atlas的视角，从银河系厚盘而来，访问这里，有一段声音很像是刹车，似乎在观察和审视这个太阳系，所以我称这个album——一个空虚的太空垃圾的思考：Soulbreaker Run
Petr Yan's coach Kairat Nurmagambetov showed the game plan he created for Yan's UFC 323 bout with Merab Dvalishvili on his iPad.
It's a decision tree with every possible scenario.
"If Merab goes single leg, we do A, if it doesn't work, we do B, if his response is C, we do D" etc.
Petr Yan's coach Kairat Nurmagambetov showed the game plan he created for Yan's UFC 323 bout with Merab Dvalishvili on his iPad.
It's a decision tree with every possible scenario.
"If Merab goes single leg, we do A, if it doesn't work, we do B, if his response is C, we do D" etc. pic.twitter.com/Qu9nmeshXt— PAM (@ParamPam1990) December 8, 2025
官网：https://neurips.cc
陶哲轩不仅利用 Python 等工具进行计算验证，近年更痴迷于被称为数学界“工业革命”的 Lean 语言，致力于将复杂的证明转化为计算机可验证的代码以确保逻辑无懈可击。他甚至利用 AI（如 Copilot）像“指挥军团”般辅助撰写证明，并将编程视为一种突破人脑“带宽限制”的**“外骨骼”**——由计算机分担繁琐细节与验证，让人脑专注于高层逻辑，从而让思考跑得更快、更远。
Write a rapid prototype first: 同样也是从software engineering借鉴学习很多实用的概念理念来转化应用到自己学科专业研究中。
根据维基百科的定义，原型主要分为两派：
A. 抛弃型原型 (Throwaway / Rapid Prototyping)
定义： 原型仅用于探索想法和明确需求。一旦需求明确，把原型扔掉，重新编写高质量的正式代码。
特点： 速度快，代码质量差（Dirty code），只求“看起来能用”。
B. 演化型原型 (Evolutionary Prototyping)
定义： 原型被构建得比较扎实，通过不断打磨、修改，最终演变成正式产品。
特点： 初始开发较慢，但不会浪费代码。
C. 增量型原型 (Incremental Prototyping)
定义： 将大系统拆分成小模块，一个个模块地做原型并合并。
D. 极端型原型 (Extreme Prototyping)
定义： 主要用于 Web 开发。分三步：静态页面 -> 模拟服务层 -> 真正实现服务层。
https://youtu.be/3hptKYix4X8?si=fn5RIvbaJYMPA5_9
就和看李飞飞的自传一样，总会突然间意识到：看起来这个世界很大，丰富多彩，各种巨头统治垄断各行各业，无论如何，大家都是努力发展，以为这背后推动的话事人也是数不胜数，但是就和黄仁勋讲的一些“故事"一样，很多故事起源时候就那么几个人，并没有想象中那么多，比如他和Elon很早就认识有过合作，back to 2016 Elon联合创始了非营利性的OpenAI, 还有李飞飞很早就和辛顿他们都认识（倒也在导师生涯开始后）。
有时候世界很大，有时候世界也很小，尤其是对这些top elites 来说。
"It was high-risk, high-reward. We took the risk." —— Tony Tyson
Nature Feature "Deep Diver"中国科学院深海科学与工程研究所的地球科学家杜梦然，在 2024 年的一次深潜任务中震惊了科学界。她在位于日本东北部的千岛-堪察加海沟 (Kuril-Kamchatka Trench) 发现了地球上已知最深的动物生态系统 。发现地点位于海平面以下超过 6000 米的“超深渊带 (Hadal zone)”与地表生命依赖阳光不同，这里的生态系统依靠从海底渗出的甲烷和硫化氢进行“化能合成”。在“奋斗者”号潜水器的灯光下，她看到了成片的血红色管状蠕虫、幽灵般的刚毛虫以及通过化学合成微生物生存的蛤蜊和腹足类动物。
杜梦然的发现挑战了传统观点（即深海生命主要依赖上层沉降的有机物碎片）。她的研究表明，地球海洋底部可能存在一个全球性的化能合成生态系统走廊 。这不仅是生物学上的突破，也重新定义了我们对深海能量循环的理解。
杜梦然乘坐的是中国制造的钛合金潜水器“奋斗者”号，它能承受约 1000 倍于海平面的大气压（98 兆帕）。虽然潜水器内部空间狭小（仅1.8米宽），但杜梦然将其比作“时光机”，认为亲自下潜是感知未知的最佳方式 。
"The best way to know the unknown is to go there and feel it with your heart." —— 杜梦然
Nature Feature "Tech Disruptor"
2025年1月，一家名为 DeepSeek (深度求索) 的中国公司发布了 R1 模型，震惊了全球 AI 领域 。这是一款“推理型”大语言模型，其性能可与美国顶尖模型媲美，但训练成本却仅为竞争对手（如 Meta 的 Llama 3）的十分之一。DeepSeek 的创始人梁文锋并非传统 AI 学者出身，而是一位 40 岁的量化金融奇才。他通过将 AI 算法应用于股市赚取了数百万美元，并于 2023 年利用这些资金创立了 DeepSeek。早在 10 年前，由于对 GPU 研究的好奇，他囤积了 10,000 张 NVIDIA 显卡。这一“无心插柳”的举动帮助 DeepSeek 后来成功绕过了美国对高端芯片的出口管制。梁文锋不仅发布了模型，还公开了模型的权重（Open Weight）和训练细节，甚至让 R1 成为首个经过同行评审并发表在 Nature 上的主流大模型。这种透明度让全球研究人员能够免费下载并在此基础上构建应用，被视为对 AI 社区的巨大贡献。DeepSeek 内部等级扁平，甚至高中生也能成为论文作者，公司更看重潜力而非资历。]DeepSeek 标志着中国 AI 从“模仿者”向“创新者”的转变。其模型已深度融入中国社会，从微信到智慧城市服务，数千万人每天都在使用。目前，世界正等待着传说中的 R2 模型，预计梁文锋将继续坚持其“永远开源”的承诺 。
"We're committed to open source forever." —— 余吾 (DeepSeek研究员)
“俯仰之间，已为陈迹，犹不能不以之兴怀；况修短随化，终期于尽……岂不痛哉！”——王羲之《兰亭集序》
偶尔随机播放到菊次郎的夏天，或者巴赫的音乐，不知道该快乐还是悲伤，快乐的是童年确实是快乐的日子 悲伤是再也回不去
在某个毫无防备的午后，被一段旧曲、一阵荷风或一盏残酒撞了一下，于是同时尝到“童年真甜”和“回不去了”的双重滋味
很多时候思考产出都是在路上 顿悟之后是无比的欣喜 无论是负面的还是正面的 只要是新的角度都会让我感到新鲜 就像海鲜一样的鲜的味道 是有taste的
The best thesis is a finished thesis.
We've all been programmed or maybe to some extend some of us can be editable
极端生存也是进化的一部分，所有物种都是这么进化的
Somehow you just can instantly tell whether if a bich is a bich
自从要创建数据集之后，每次做实验收集数据的时候都觉得自己在做饭，准备食材
餐厅报号是一十九不是十九 就是按位数编码的
有些真相只能在深夜酒吧的角落、只有两个人的微信对话框、或者像现在这样，躲在小群里用黑话半真半假地说。一旦越过那条线，惩罚来得比算法推送还快。所以大家心照不宣地表演
我觉得如今个人应该被鼓励记录与AI交互的一些值得铭记的那些瞬间，比如被其能力或者全面等一些性质所折服感叹的瞬间，像是配自己孩子成长的一本亲子日记。比如几个月前在和Geminichat时候，发现他在复杂问题中，由于能记住一些以往交互的信息，所以在我们一起深入讨论到某个地方时候，我或许已经忘了早期的某个支线的信息，但是由于他储存信息的优越性，能够轻松地回溯帮助我一下找回被忽视的关键点。
今天，Gemini pro在回答我问题之前花了很久，他说自己在回答之前自己已经运行了一套code做了仿真来验证自己结论的准确性。
Windows还是太流氓了，不知道哪天就强制更新了，然后突然蹦出来新的花样，mtfk, I don't even know u.
还有偶尔app蹦出来，塞得慢慢的页面功能，关不尽的广告，视觉rape
或者眼看着点开APPa，转过头回来发现打开了淘宝或者美团，mtfk 这和rape有什么区别？？？ 强行被拉走
The hate get realer, the love get fake, but when you this great, that's how you should like it. ——Playboi Carti & Kendrick Lamar – GOOD CREDIT Lyrics
Knife to a gun fight, this ain't none of that
1989年的杨立昆在他的电脑上演示了卷神经网络的demo。
那时候，一个随机手写的数字能够实现识别，想象一下，像是魔术一样，我会想会不会像是很多时候科技大厂的新品发布会，会不会是背后造假伪装的呢？ 场下观众随机写一串数字，拿到台上卷积神经网络识别，整个过程真的像是春晚的魔术一样，magic
我要整理很多part到一起时候组装 思路总会要collapse 有时候思路会像耳机线一样缠在一起 不是总会顺利
一辈子太短了 一个普通人一辈子可能也就看过那几本书 去过那几次电影院
做实验时候听Rosalía或者巴赫 实在太艺术了
尼古拉式的信念：“把问题拆到最本质，剩下的交给时间和专注。”
I enjoy it the most when you need real intelligence and dedication to beat the competition.
每个人在退休前，甚至一生都在修那护城河；本质上是“可持续的竞争优势”。头衔、人脉；职场的护城河是稀缺技能、行业资源、个人品牌、财务自由度；生活的护城河是健康、亲密关系、内心秩序、以及不必向不喜欢的人低头的底气。
下山效应：beef 之后回顾drake以前的albums都显得眉清目秀, fighting career也是 , peak之后到retire之前 ,都是享受后半段下山的风景, 更加珍惜享受the rest
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